Vada cavell x reader

Shook😡😡

It's been 2 weeks and we've gone to so many services I had programs piling up on my desk. I texted Vada yesterday after the service but I never got a reply so I decided to text her again and see if she was doing okay.

Vada

Hey
Hru?
*read*
After waiting a minute with no response a closed my phone tossing it across the bed.

Ping

I instantly grabbed my phone checking the message

Vada

Not great
Anxiety's rlly baf
Cqn't stop shakinh
Sorry hwrd ti type
Can yoi come ovet?

Yeah ofc I'm omw

Omg. I'm going to vadas house. Vadas. House. I grabbed my keys and ran out the door, driving to Vadas I was probably way over the speed limit but it didn't matter I was on a serious mission. Pulling into the drive way I hopped out of the car and approached her door with a small grin resting on my face. I knocked and Vada answered almost immediately, her hair messy and dark circles under her eyes.
"hey" she spoke in a small voice.
"Hey" I replied stepping in to the house. "What do you want to do?"

VADAS POV

Y/n and I'd gone to so many services I collected a program from each and placed them in a box one on top of the other. I've been home for a few hours and I haven't been able to stop shaking, I decided probably the best thing I could do was take a bath, I've found them to be quite comforting recently but it didn't help much. I tried to sleep despite the early hour but I every time I closed my eyes it kept on replaying in my head. The bangs, the screams, the blood, everything, over, and over, and over, and over again and again. Eventually I gave up, grabbed my laptop and resumed my show. After a while I guess I must've fallen asleep because the last thing I remember was it again and again. They were all the same except for the last one the last one was different, it was a new day and I'd finally decided to go back to school. I was trying to survive in of the most boring classes ever and after what felt like an eternity I finally caved and asked to go to the bathroom. The teacher of course said yes and I went to the same bathroom I had been in the day it happened. While I was sitting in a stall on my phone I head gunshots immediately I jumped up so my legs were on the toilet seat as I sat on the bar next to it. A covered my mouth doing my best to hold back my tears waiting for it to be over once again. I heard sirens as the shots had stopped. I then heard the door to the bathroom open followed by squeaky shoes and fumbling. Cautiously I stood up opening the stall door and peaking to see who it was- Y/n! Only this Y/n wasn't like the one I'd been hanging out with for the past few weeks or the one I'd been crushing on since the start of the school year this Y/n was dripping blood- Y/n fumbled once again before giving up and falling against a wall then sliding down it. I rushed over to them to try and help but once I got there it was too much. The blood wasn't stopping and Y/n was too weak to do anything. I started breaking down begging them not too leave me but it was no use, Y/n raised their hand to my face careering my face as their eyes went dark and a tear rolled down their cheek. I felt their hand become limp so I grabbed it holding it on my cheek. I watched the life drain from their body as I sobbed uncontrollably.

when I woke up I was still even worse than before and now I was covered in sweat and tears with all my pillows missing, my blanket half off the bed, my pants rolled up to just below my knees and my laptop on the ground half open with the Netflix 'are you still watching' screen open.
Everything was so soaked with sweat and tearing I didn't bother cleaning up, instead I tore the sheets off my bed grabbed my blankets and pillow cases and threw them in the wash while I went for another bath. The house was so still and quiet. have no idea what time it is or where my phone went- all I could think of was Y/n and what happened.
Stepping into the bath I curled myself into a ball waiting for the shaking to calm down.
Once it did I finished up my bath and threw on a fresh pair of clothes along with Y/n's sweatshirt. grabbing my things from the dryer and making my way back to my room to make my bed. After My bed was back to normal I started searching for my phone, and found it under my bed. Grabbing it and turning it on I immediately went to Y/n's contact and dived under my covers. I opened our chats at almost the exact time Y/n texted wow that doesn't make me seem desperate at all.

Y/n💍

Hey
Hru

I stared at the message then the ceiling trying to think of something to say. After a good minute or two I gave up and just told her how I really was.

Y/n

Not great
Anxiety's rlly baf
Cqn't stop shakinh
Sorry hwrd ti type

I paused feeling an overwhelming sensation of longing and loneliness. With out thinking I said-

Can yoi come ovet?

A/N HEY BITCHES AND BOOS
I'll be updating more tn and prolly quite a bit this weekend 😘😘