Y/n
Present day
I'm under him. He pinned my hands above my head, feeling the Shivers all together in my body when his lips make contact with my skin. My neck, he kisses them ever so slowly, torturing me with supposed to be a deep pleasure.
I know this man. I know him. I remember everything that I meant to forget. He's capable of making me surender only with his stare, and then weaken me with his touch.
His kisses addicting. Those wet kisses on my neck manage to make me go with the flow, I close my eyes, my mouth parted, enjoying every touch he gave me.
He went down to my shoulder blade, my hands clutching with one another, trying to hold my voice out. In each and every kisses gave me goosebumps, my legs clenched, the weird reaction between them obviously give him the answer that I want this. I don't deny this. And he senses it, I hate myself for that.
"Don't shy, sweetheart."
His breath tickle my skins, my own breathing is getting heavier, my eyes close tightly as I beg for him to let my hands go. He slowly release my wrist.
The way he calls me bringing me back to the moment when I saw him at first time. He's sweet, intimidating, and gentle. But he's also the person behind my sister's death. The thought of it make me sick.
I run my fingers in his hair to play with its strands. I'm in between enjoying his touch in the same time disgusted. But I push him away when I remember Jungkook. My boyfriend.
"Please stop!" I beg nicely. He pull away from my shoulder and meet my eyes. I was already crying. My vision get blurred but I know that he lean closer.
"I don't want this with you." I tell him again to convince him.
"Of course you want this with me, sweetheart, I'm your husband now." He caress my cheeks and I move away. His lower body pressing mine, I cannot move except my hands and head.
"I told you I'm a good guy, I won't force you and I already prove my words. But don't upsets me with your reluctant."
His deep voice intimidate me. I look at his eyes, they are upset but he managed to smile, try to calm down.
"Please."
"Please what, sweetheart?"
"Please let me go."
"No."
He smirked, leaning down to kiss my shoulder, finishing his business. I'm shaking in fear, his touch supposed to distract me from the fear I've felt. But I can't focus, I was too nervous when he started to move to my chest, he made them bare, slowly removing my remaining clothes. My hands curled up on my chest to cover it, but he pull them up again and gripping so tightly on my wrist.
I'm crying as he forcefully sucking the bud. Licking and marking the skin, claiming them it's his. I feel disgust but I can't do anything. I'm useless. And then I remember Irish. My baby. My sister's treasure, I failed to protect her. I'm crying even more.
"Hush, baby, don't cry like I was hurting you, I have been waiting for this moment to come, I'll make sure you enjoy it."
His knees separating my legs, I'm screaming in fear. I can't even see my body, I look up and close my eyes tightly.
"This isn't real, wake up!"
The voice in my head telling me. The way my coping individuals helping me to stay calm. I know this is not a dream. I can feel his fingers started to assault me, his knees keep my legs open while he do the work.
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