PROTECT YOU <JUNGKOOK X READER>

CHAPTER SEVENTY

Y/n

Butter drop me home in the sweetest way boyfriend material would ever do. He walk me to my door and kisses my forehead before he leave. And wish me a good night.

I close the door and lean my back on it, smiling like an idiot. To be honest, I'm blushing, like I feel love once again, and this time in the hand of my best friend I just kisses a few hours ago. And I don't regret it. Or maybe I will regret it if I ever refused. But why now? My self betraying me with my own promise.

I walk away from the door and go to Irish room. She's sleeping for sure, and after I see her my heart feel peace. I walk to my own room and still feeling the butterflies from our kiss. This feeling similar to my first kiss with Jungkook, I would be cruel if I compare them. Or I already did. The thing with Butter is something else, he was my best friend and now he's my lover. I feel knot in my lower stomach as I walk towards the bathroom and stripped myself. I was going to take a shower. I need it. I dropped my clothes and underwear on the basket and I turn on the water faucets. Warm water raining on me, each drops going through my scalp as if messaging it, make me relax in no time.

The image of Butter kissing me came cross my memory. I close my eyes and remember the feeling of his lips. It's been awhile since I have been intimate with a guy after my husband. Usually I do that with myself when the sex drive taking over my desire of being touched.

Who am I kidding? I have sex before, even got pregnant. I know how it feel to have man's hand all over my body, pleasuring me with those touches and kisses. Their mouth are incredible when  man works with it. Make me lose my mind in no time.

I lean my body on the wall, cold spreading all over the skin as they made contact. The water still give me the warm sensation. I run my fingers on my scalp and wipe the water off my face. The sudden desire coming over my body as I imagine how Butter kissed me ever so delicately. My hands trail down the valley of my breasts, realizing that they are hard. I keep my hand going lower until it reach the bellybutton, goes lower until I found my sex. My fingers touch the lips and find my clothes and stroke it gently. I gasped at the contact that I made by my own. My mind mixed by the memory of Hoseok eating me out, and Butter soft kissing me. I feel so unholy and dirty, but it was too good to stop right now.

I spread my legs a bit wider, moan escaped my lips involuntarily as I keep stroking myself with my fingers. My other hands gripping my own breast to add some more sensations to get turned on. This is insane how my mind can control me to do such a thing. I found my spot and going faster without inserting my fingers. I move my fingers in circular motion a bit faster when my moan is getting louder, thanks to the water pouring camouflaging everything. I keep moving faster and faster until I can feel my blood rushing towards one spot that it's too good to let go, I want this feeling to last longer. My body gets warmer, my heart beating faster and I can feel that I'm close to release. When I do, I shout weakly and slowing my fingers to get me fully over with the orgasm. At this moment, I will feel guilty later, but it's worth to get a nice sleep with happy feelings.

I feel my legs wobbly as I slowly collapse in the floor. I breathe slowly to ease my heart beat. A smile of relief forming my face. When I feel a bit better, I finished the shower and get out of the bathroom, wrapping my body with warm bathrobe.

I noticed my phone vibrating a few times. I checked the phone and find Butter's sweet word, I smile as I read it. I reply with simple text telling him I had fun with our date and then I put it back on the night stand.

I dry my hair and do some night routine before I went to bed. I know sleeping without clothes will be triggering me to do the second round, but it better like this. I turned off the light and sleep.