Jungkook
Two months earlier
I go back home and recalling everything. I was right. Those windows have the most part of my past. My past. It's loud and clear. Even the small details of her curves, I remember everything now. The moment I wrapped my arms around her that day, her orchid scent that iconic about her, the small body, only the hair that I think is longer now.
It's been months since her failed rescue. The betrayal that Yoongi Hyung did to me. Hurt me the most, why can't I protect her from the monster she afraid in her entire life.
"Jungkook?"
A voice startled me. I look back at the door where the small girl enter the room with food of tray in her hands. Smile on her face bring peace to the world and I swear. She came this morning to surprise me. I close the curtain of my window and walking towards the bed.
"Your breakfast is ready, let's eat here, Aunt Hana is already left to work." She informed me and I just nod.
"Thank you, baby." She's still my girlfriend, but I'm not sure after I got all my memory back, will I be able to love her the same way I did before?
"What's wrong?" She look at me with worries, I know she can feel whether something it feels doesn't right.
"Nothing, I just... Thinking about something." I drink the milk a little and put the glass back on the tray. Avoiding her gaze.
"About what, Jungkook?" And the I realize I'll hurt her longer than it should if I didn't tell her the truth.
"Nara." I look up so meet her eyes. She frowned, confused and scared. Her eyes tell what she feels right now.
"I used to say to you if one day, one, possible day, I got all my memory back, that won't changed anything between us, you remember that, right?" I make sure to repeat every words I've said to her. She's nod weakly.
"What's wrong? You finally got them back?" Her voice shaking, I can see she became pale each time the words leave her lips.
"It doesn't matter, Nara."
"It does matter to you, Jungkook, you always wanted to know her, how come you ignore it when you can be able to remember now." She insists whether I know she's hurt. I can feel her upset tone and her eyes are red.
"She's married to someone else, that's the reason why we separate."
"And you got so depressed and having an accident that take your memory?" Her word hurt. I can feel the sharps knife stabbing my chest.
"I'm sorry, Jungkook, but this is the truth, I can't marry you because I'm scared when you find out about her, you'll leave me, even you're not, you'll doubt your feelings for me. And I don't want that to happen, both of us will never be happy if someone in between." She said again and I realized I was hurting her so much. I hold her hands and kiss the back of her palm.
"Please don't say something like that. I never doubt my feelings to you."
"Then why you still busy with your past?"
"I need to know my identity before I lose my mind, you understand that, right?"
"Aren't we helped you enough? We stay by your side all the time during your worse state, didn't you see how your mother cry every night because you hardly recognized her."
"I don't want that happened, Nara, I love this girl so much and I have to safe her from those bad guys that took her, what do you think I'd should do when you're in my shoes?" I shout, and I regret immediately as I saw her tears streaming down her cheeks.
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