Well, this is a journal, so you found it. Can I say Happy reading into my life? The life of a kid who hates love. This is a love story, darling.
Well, I don't know about you but I hate school, I have been told it is a place to mingle with good souls...
"Miyuga, Ann finally agreed to go on a date with you I see."
"Yup"
"A little something from me, Ann bites and enjoys being bitten, Ann is a red spider lily. Be careful of the poison, Dabi. There is no cure for its poison.", Yanai warned Miyuga.
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Sitting across me eating a parfait. Each time the spoon took a scoop out of the glass, his eyes ran a glance at me. I want to destroy him. Would he still love me if he knew my obsession was twisted?
Has Yahiko told him I am bad news? How would he react to my habit of indulging in my trauma?
"Something on my face?", he asked with those sparkling eyes.
I understand why Vlad and everyone called my eyes pretty. They were enchanted like I am now.
"You look adorable with cat ears.", I replied removing my cat ear hairband and putting it on him.
He pushed the spoon deep into the glass till it hit the bottom. It made a sound. I wanted to suck those lips. They were red. I noticed he liked biting his lip.
"Ann" He whispers barely audible. Barely even a day with me. Whatever happened to Ann-chan? I have him suffocating for air. I ran my hand down his throat squeezing a little.
I had to remind myself we were in a family-oriented cat cafe.
"Push me away if you don't want this....just a peck by the way." Time to scar the sweet baby. I dreamed of ruining someone younger than me before even meeting him. Fuck, even I fear my mind.
Vlad came into my mind. I wanted him to ruin me first.
"Sweet"
"Ehmm" I whispered enchanted by those eyes full of stars. A peck to his lips. Love the Devil, kid. Why?
"I love you"
I love you, even Vlad told me that. What good did I do him? I let my monsters win.
Don't say that with that look Don't look at me as if I am your everything. Daisuke Miyuga. I broke someone for loving me. I pray he forgives me. I am the person whose mothers warn themselves off.
We were walking from the cafe to my apartment. Again the funny feeling in my abdomen. Should I give myself a chance? I loved Vlad yet I ghosted him. I miss Vlad.
