The world is cruel.
So am I.
I am ashamed of myself.
Was it my fault?
It was, I was being easy.
Can I hurt a man?
I am cruel.
There is beauty in every misery there is.
I stopped believing I could change.
I tried and it ended the same.
I am ashamed to live.
Can I die?
At least kill me when you are above me?
Sex
I can sell myself.
I miss being a kid.
I sold myself cheap.
Sex became my identity.
My skin is cold.
My throat burns from coughing.
I wrote a book.
55 chapters
I wrote a book before and I destroyed it.
I am ugly.
I am fat.
No one will want me.
I am not human.
Wanting to love is a curse.
Not knowing how to love is a curse.
Love is a curse.
I wonder how Mark is.
I wonder why Miyaze disappeared.
I wonder what runs in Renji's head.
I wonder why Mia is so full of life.
I wonder why Lia is so different from everything.
I wonder why Vlad loved someone who was so broken and fixated on sex.
I wonder why the four of us met.
The end of It just felt right because it was unnecessary drama.
The title of this book is grammar-wise inaccurate.
Book 2 will still have Mia after all Mia was the reason why I wrote this book. Mia dared me to direct a drama. To direct a drama, I need a script. This book is my script.
I might destroy this book as well.
Someone save me from my talent of hurting myself for fun.
YOU ARE READING
It just felt right because It was unnecessary drama.
RomanceWell, this is a journal, so you found it. Can I say Happy reading into my life? The life of a kid who hates love. This is a love story, darling. Well, I don't know about you but I hate school, I have been told it is a place to mingle with good souls...
