Dear Me, I'm Pouring Back Into You

10 Reasons Featuring Poetic Glory and Mayhem

"Ladies and Gentlemen.... Making her debut to the Pyro Pack.... A brilliant and gifted mind, and like a star she continues to shine.... Welcome Prolific Poet, Poetic Glory"

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My love couldn't save you from the demons that were present before I met you

No matter how hard how I tried to ease your pain

That bottle wouldn't leave your lips

This relationship we had

Was built on a hill of lies

Your lies

And you didn't feel any ounce of guilt

My friends warned me about your ways

I was too naive to even care

I hit the gas hoping shit would last

But it only caused me to meet the finish line faster than I hoped for

Our time came to a sudden stop

When I thought things were going

4, 5, 6...

You made me think that something was wrong with me

My efforts weren't enough

For a long time, I thought I was broken

Felt as though I didn't know how to love properly

Realized that it was you who didn't know the true meaning of loving another person

To be loved by me is a privilege

I put my heart on full display for you

But you were too busy holding hands with your vices to notice

Even if you did

You knew you weren't capable of doing the same

You never communicated your needs

Or express how you felt

That was something I had a hard time wrapping my head around

7, 8, 9...

You made everyone believe that you were such an angel

In reality

You were dancing with the devil behind all of our backs

You planted your seed in someone from your past

Each day you gradually strayed further away from me

I didn't know why

We slept in the same bed

It felt like there was a thick wall between us

And soon enough, that wall into four

I desperately gasped for air

As they began caving in on me

I had to step away and make sure I was good

It seemed like you didn't care about the damage you caused me

You left me to pick up the broken pieces by myself

After coming in like a tornado and destroying everything

10...

Although your seed was growing

And becoming a new life inside someone else

Our experience had planted something in me too

A seed of healing