~colby's POV~
Yesterday I could not fall asleep, so I kinda did not sleep I just laid in my bed all night staring at the ceiling.
I don't know why but I get that a lot, like moments where I just think for hours on end without a break from these crushing thoughts I get.
I know sam has noticed my tiredness and lack of energy or hunger the last couple of days I'm just waiting until he addresses it.
As I stand up I notice this pain hit my stomach, I assume Its from the not eating thing. Like I don't have an Ed or something it's just my relationship with food is not the best.
When I walk out of my room and down the stairs I'm greeted by Cory and Sam making breakfast.
"hey colbs"
"hi Sam"
"hey are u okey u look pale"
"yeah just a little headache"
He puts down the pan with bacon in and walks over to me and puts a hand on my forehead
"wow ur really burning up"
"I swear I'm fine"
"if u say so"
With that he walks back to his bacon and keeps cooking, I walk over to the couch and lay down
I hadn't realized how tired I was until I fell asleep, when I woke up I was under a blanket It was already dark out and i was sweating.
I tried to sit up but was hold back by this pounding feeling in my head, as I looked around it seemed like nobody was home.
I knew elton was on a trip to New York with his girlfriend and Jake was at his parents for the weekend but cory and Sam were supposed to be home
When I stoud up my whole vision had black spots as i try making way up to the counter I pass out
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I'll live
FanfictionColby has been struggling. Not only with his mental health but also his physical health. Him and Sam have been friends for years but tragedy makes them more. Tw's Sh Ed SA Drinking Drugs Depression Suicide attempt Panic attacks
