~colby's POV~
This can't be treu
Are they for real?
Am I really going through this
I can't live like that
Everyone will have to take care of me
"Colby, Colby can you hear me"
"yeah, I'm just thinking"
"I'll let it sink in an I will come back with the plans"
"okay"
I was just staring at my hands in silence, everyone was in shock
Nobody dared to say anything, not knowing what to do or say
"we...... We will go trough it together right?"
I say breaking the silence, I was thinking that they would leave me after this
It's not like I'm useful anymore.
"why would you even question that?"
Elton says with Cory in sync
"of course we will"
Sam reassured me, after that it was silence again. its not like i expected them to be all chatty and happy after the news I mean no one would be happy after that
its just so out of the bleu I thought it was just the flu or something, and the fact they even wrapped my arms up
I was snapped out of my thoughts by the doctor walking back in with some papers in her hand
"Mr. brock I'm back with some more information"
"oh okay"
"first of all your cancer type is leukemia, it's a cancer type that's attacking your blood and immune system. For treatment we have laser therapy and chemo, u have the option of being hospitalized or you stay home but come by for your treatment. You will have a regular doctor and his name is Mr. Stevens uhm we will give you his number so you can call him if you need anything, that's all do you have any questions?"
"...no"
" okay we will need your decisions by ten, I will come back with some papers to get your answers"
"okay"
I don't believe it, this made it 10 times more real, I don't want cancer I don't want treatment I don't want this
"i think it's best to be hospitalized, and chemo is safer"
Elton says careless like I hadn't just been diagnosed
"are you for real"
"what do you mean"
"I've just been diagnosed and you act like nothing happened!"
"I'm trying to stay calm Colby!"
"calm! you probably don't even care!"
"I care!"
"can you all just leave"
"Colby we are not leaving you alone"
"why its not like you care anyway"
"Colby why would we be here if we didn't care, why would we go searching for you in the middle of the woods for you if we didn't care, are you serious!"
"just leave! I want to be alone for just one fucking minute okay"
it was silent after they left, which was just what I needed
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I'll live
FanfictionColby has been struggling. Not only with his mental health but also his physical health. Him and Sam have been friends for years but tragedy makes them more. Tw's Sh Ed SA Drinking Drugs Depression Suicide attempt Panic attacks
