I'll live

Sorry

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Sam's POV

me and colby were standing on the edge of the cliff, I was about to jump when I looked at colby

His eyes were moving slow and he looked really unstable before I was able to do anything his body fell

I didn't even have to think twice as I just jumped right after him, when I hit the water I searched for him

He was a couple meters away from me

"COLBY!"

I scream his name as loud as I can while it's filled with panic

I swim over to his body, and hold it while I swim to the shore

"you're gonna be okey, it's gonna be okay"

When we made it the shore I see elton, Cory and Jake running towards me while I carry colby in a bridal way

We drop down onto the sand laying him down so he could breath better

"check his puls!"

Elton says in a fatherly protective way

"he was a polse and he is still breathing"

"what happend"

Jake asked worried, he knew he shouldn't have let him do it

"I don't know, we were standing on the edge when I looked at him he was pale and unstable, and then he passed out falling from the cliff"

"I hope it is just that"

We carried him to the RV, I didn't want to change his clothes knowing he would be uncomfortable with that

So I just drowned him in blankets, even though it was summer and the weather was nice, I didn't want him to get a cold

Elton and the guys went to get food while I would stay with colby and move him and everything we needed into the cabin we were staying at

While I was settling everything into the kitchen I heard some noise from colby's room

"ah!"

"colby?"

I didn't get an answer so I run up to his room and swing the door open

And that's when I see my beautiful boy... on the ground with a bleeding nose and a wound on his head

"what the hell happend?!"

I scream worried

"I stoud up to quickly and got dizzy, and then I hit my head"

"you know your such a dumbass"

I help him onto the bed when he looks at me in a weird way, sad but curious

"what happend, all I remember is falling"

"well you passed out right before we went to jump, and Jake told me you had been feeling dizzy all day"

"yeah but I didn't tell you, I didn't want ruin the fun or miss out on stuff"

"I don't care next time you tell me, I was worried to death!"

"why are you so mad?"

"because colby, you don't care for your life or health"

"what do you mean"

"what do I mean?! I mean that you don't care for your life! YOU ARE SO GODANM SELFISH, YOU DON'T SEE OR THINK WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IF YOU DIE"

"well I can't help the fact that I have cancer!"

"but you can stop cutting your wrist or stop popping pills!"

"get out!"

"no co-"

"I said GET OUT!"

And as he wanted I left

I was walking to my room when all my anger broke and was replaced with guilt

When I thought about what I said I could already think about what he was going to do to himself

I dropped down on my bed after closing the door and fell asleep

It's only 6pm but I'm tired