I'll live

Talk To Me

                 ~colby's POV~

I feel myself waking up and I look around and I see that I'm on the floor of my room

I guess no one heard me, and I'm still facking sick.

I've only now noticed that my arm stings facking bad. As I sit up I see al the dried blood on my wrist

I finally make my way to the bathroom to wash my arm and I see in the bathroom mirror a huge bruise on left side of my face

I guess I hit the ground pretty hard. When my arm was 'fixed'
I put on a hoodie and pul the hood over my head and go downstairs

It's only 2pm so I think everyone is downstairs I hope no one notices my huge as bruise

As I walk to the fridge to grab a water I feel eyes on me and when I turn around I see cory and sam looking right at me.

"take the hood of"

Sam demanded

"what why?"

"you know why colby just take the goddanm hood of"

"no"

"okey listen colby rather u take it of now or me or Sam wil take it of you"

I hesitate but pull it down slowly
I don't dare to look in there eyes but I can hear them gasping

"u happy now?“

" what happend colby? "

" I think I passed out again"

"again??"
"okey me and Sam have been talking and u need to tell us what's going on"

"there's nothing going on cory"

"oh really, then why don't u show me ur wrist?"

"shut up sam"
"I'm fine"

"then. Show. Me. Ur. Wrists."

"No! I'm fine I don't need to."

"COLBY I WILL RIP OF UR HOODIE NOW SHOW ME UR Wrists"

I gat taken aback by the yelling so I ran up to my room closing the door grabbing my blades and doing it all over again

I wish I never left my room in the first place, I walk into my bathroom and lock it

I sit down on the ground and lean against the sink cabinet

I started with just one cut but 1 become 2 and became 3

Then 4
Then 5
Then 6
Then 7
Then 8
Then-

I was cut of by the loud banging on the bathroom door wich made drop my blade when I jumped up because I got scared of the sound

"colby open this door right now"

When I tried to stand up I fell and my head hit the corner of the cabinet hard enough to knock me out

As I was lying on the ground with no strength to move I heard my name being called and I could feel hands on my shoulders

I felt myself being lifted up and being placed down on a soft bed with blankets but I couldn't open my eyes they where to heavy