Wednesday imagines || cast and characters

Paintings || xavier throphe

 MY boyfriend loves painting, when he is free he paints. In class he sketches everything that comes to his mind, usually ravens, this boy has a passion for those birds, he portraits them as magnificent creatures, creatures that understand him and are close to him. Sometimes he asks me to be his face for his next portrait, I imagine that he makes this suggestion because I'm his girlfriend, but I always turn him down. Why? Because I am socially awkward person, I hate exposing myself to everybody.

The last past days were weird, Xavier was avoiding me, every time that I walked to his direction he would turn the other way around. This hurts, but I decide not to overthink it and if this week is the same I will bring myself to confront him.

 Today he sat in class next to the new girl, Wednesday, not going to lie I was burning with jealousy, seeing him do all the drawing tricks that he knew how to do, making spiders crawl, making birds fly and sing and making dolphins swim in the puddle of water that he created. I suppose he did all of that just to be nice but my emotions that I accumulated this week broke lose. Before I could lose my sanity in the class I faked being sick.

 "Miss, can I go back to my dorm? I don't feel very well" I said, my words breaking Xaviers trance "Of course, just make sure to announce me when you feel better" she smiled at me while I packed my stuff. Xavier turned to me, him being in the desk in front of me "What happened?" he asked worried "None of your buissness"  I said getting up to leave.

  I was walking to my dorm, just to leave my books there and change, I wasn't planning to stay there , knowing that everybody would search me there. After I changed in a more comfortable outfit, sweatpants and a hoodie, I headed into the forest for a walk, it was the only place that would calm me down.

 It was peaceful, different colors of leaves charming my vision, the atmosphere was humid, because yesterday rained, leaving little puddles of water on the ground. I was heading to the dock, the dock where the Poe cup started. When I got there, I took a seat down, leaving my feet dangle over the water, I knew it was bad for me but I started thinking about Xaviers behaviour, all he did this week, from avoiding me to todays scene in biology class. I didn't realize I started tearing up, that affected I was.

 A faint noise got me out of my thoughts,  I got up to my feet trying to make myself bigger than I was, what I didn't know is that Xavier was watching me the whole time, tearing up and talking to myself. After he builded up the courage to show himself, he started walking towards me. This is all I wanted now, him being here with me. He started opening his mouth to tell me something, but I was faster "Get out of here" I snapped "Get out. Get out. LEAVE" his face was washed by a wave of surprize,  he never saw me yell or be mad at someone I was always calm. "I wanted to talk" he started "And I don't want to" I said shoving past him leaving the deck.  "No, no, not again" he said as he grabbed my wrist, bringing me close to his chest, not gonna lie I missed his embrace, Pull yourself together  "Leave me alone, go back to your new girl. Because I see she is a better replacement" I said squirming out of his grasp "So this is just about that. I see" he laughed 

"Just that? Lets recap, you leave me all this week on seen, you avoid me, you don't want to talk with me and now you pull this shit." I state raising my voice at him "You didn't show me all of those tricks. and what if I am jealous I am with a good reason. Now if you excuse me I need  leave" I continued freeing myself from his grasp, taking fast steps towards the forest, but I wasn't fast enough, Xaviers hands were hooked In no time around my waist placing me on top of his shoulder. "If you don't let me do it the easy way, hard way it is" he started walking through the forest, leading us to an old barn, when we got there, he putted me down. "Ok, I want to show you this,  just bare with me, I've been working on these for the past month, the work being more intense this couple of days, cover your eyes" he tells me, and I do as he instructed me to do. I cover my eyes with my hands, his large ones making their way to cover mine.

 With a loud sound the barns door was opened, Xavier led me in slow trying to not make me stumble over something, then he let me in the middle of the room I think, his figure leaving my tracks as he opened the light  "Uncover your eyes" he said and I did, I was meet with a white cloth covering something really really large, I stayed still a bit to get used to the space, on the walls were paintings, illustrating ravens, exotic flowers and people, his models I think "I don't want you to freak out, I know you told me you didn't want to paint you , but I couldn't help myself" after he said that he revealed what was under the cloth, three paintings, no no one painting, being formed from three big pieces of canvas.

 It illustrated me, my face being covered by my hair, it captured every single detail from my face, from my dimples to the finest hair strands, this was the main canvas on the other two where painted my favourite flowers and ravens, as I said this guy had  an obsessions with ravens, the birds and flowers were wrapped in my hair, kind of, the painting was so pretty, and the best one that he had done. With silver paint in the right corner was written "My beautiful girl" then his signature. 

"Do you like it?" he asked me after he let me study his painting "Oh Xavier, but you shouldn't have, I bet it took you a long time to paint it, its really pretty, but I am not that pretty to be one of your paintings." I said "It doesn't even capture your whole beauty, a lot of parts are missing, If I could paint your actions and soul then your whole beauty wold be exposed to everybody. I don't want anything in return, maybe just you forgiving me"  it melted my heart, he made this only for me an him to see not wanting anything in return "of course you are forgiven, just don't do shit like that ever again" 

"promise" with that he picked me up sun me around and kissed me lovingly

"I love you"

"I love you too"

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