I let the tears go down my face as I ran as fast as possible from the campsite. I slowed down when I decided I was far enough. I sat down on the ground and covered my face with my hands.
Gosh why the hell was I such a screw up. Why couldn't have I died instead of my mother. At least by that happening Michael Calum and Ashton could've has a good life. But instead I'm alive and destroying their friendships including mine aswell.
I looked around my surroundings wiping my tears. I didn't recognize anything around me but I didn't care. I guess dying in the forest instead of by suicide was better right??
I checked my pocket and did have my phone tho. I turned it on and say miss calls from Ashton and Calum. I didn't call back since it was best I was gone.
I got up and started walking in the way I was running before cause that way I kept getting farther away from the campsite and that was what I wanted
