Beneath The Konoha 👀 💦

Sasuke Pov: Ch-38

It's been an hour since I'd gotten out of the shower. My eyes stared up at the ceiling as the words of that man at the gas station, echoed in my mind over and over. Her an evil goddess? Psh! Yeah right! More like a crybaby goddess. She probably could 'kill' men for fun by drowning them in her little pathetic ass tears.

Now don't get me wrong, I think it's fucked up about the way she's being treated right now by people that claim to 'love' and 'care' about her. Now how would they react if someone closest to them was lying about someone's 'death' and for four long ass years as that!

Hearing how she wrote everyone's letters infuriated the hell out of me! Because where was mine???

Am I even allowed to get mad at that? It's not like we ever had a relationship, we never even talked, ever...

Now that I think about it back when we were all kids attending the academy, she solely always kept all of her focus and attention on Naruto. She was literally his only fangirl at that time, she knew that he would make something of himself before anyone else did...

Maybe that's why I never found her annoying, like Ino and Sakura because she wasn't hovering down my back all the time like those two, but then again, she never noticed me. There was that one time she bought me lunch after the death of my clan but after that, I was invisible to her, like I never even existed.

She only had eyes for that idiot! So what if I had a lot of girl fans! I too wanted someone that supported me for me! Not just for my good looks! She watched him from the shadows and he inspired her to fight just as he fought. That was one of the many reasons why I was jealous of him because he had all of her support and love. I craved that certain affection at that time..

Now I'm not sure what happened between those two when we entered teenagehood but from the looks of it, that fool never even acknowledged her feelings, and of course, that stupid girl still loved him deeply.

But why? Couldn't she see that she was too good for him from the beginning? Couldn't she understand that, no matter how many times she drops hints that he'll still never notice? Couldn't she see that he was still and will probably always be mad, in love with Sakura? He never stopped caring for her, not once!

He could walk around here and lie to himself as many times as he wanted to but I see right through it all. He can't fool me! I know him like a dictionary.

Now I'm not saying that he doesn't have any feelings for her at all, I'm just saying that they may never be as deep as they are for Sakura, rather he admits it or not. My hands clenched my bed sheets tightly when I thought about her running into my arms only to get away from Naruto because she was afraid of him at that time. Which made me wonder what did he do to her. I'm angry! I had enough energy to go out to kill!

But instead, I settled for some rough fucking.
I pulled out my phone and called Sakura and to no surprise, she answered on the third ring. "Get here."

I said to her and then I hung up after that I finally got up out of my bed and checked my drawer for the real scroll to the ritual of Orochimaru but I gaped my mouth open slightly. When I saw an envelope with my name written on it. I smiled lightly. "Hmph! So you do notice me after all huh?" I carefully opened it.