Finding my own way

x 9

Si'mya's P.O.V

I woke up with the sun shining in my face. I was about to get up to the bathroom, but only to be pulled down by someones grip tight around me. It was ant. He looked so cute with sun on his skin, the way his jaw was shaped and his pink juicy lips of his was the thing that was temped me to go down and kiss him. Call me a weirdo if you want but I just sat there staring at him. I lied back down and put my arms around his neck and snuggle closer to him. The sent of his body smell, smelled so good. haha.

"That's how you get jumped if you go around just staring at people."

I jumped when I heard the sound of him. He laughed and kiss my forehead.

"Don't do that shit that's how you get punch in the face."

"Girl you wasn't going to do nothing to me, I'm to sexy for that."

"Nigga you thought, I'm the only sexy one in this house."

He smirked."Then show me what you working with baby."

I dyed of laughing at this fool. We stayed in this soft bed and got up. He told me to put on my clothes so we could go to my house. I got dressed and he did to, we walked out to his car and drove to my house.

I was scared because my mother and father was going to be there. The house looked like a damn mess and I didn't want to get out in the front of the house because that's where all these crackhead people are at and I don't his car to be stolen.

I told him to take a short cut to my house and to go in the back. There was nothing but old brick houses that were bored up and stuff and not many homes around my house so we was good. He followed me up the fire escape and open my room window wit my key. Yall must think I was crazy but you always have to be on the safe side. He closed the window back and walked in my room.

He looked over everything that was in my room and touched things. I told him to sit down and watch tv if he wanted to while I check to see if my dad or mother was here. Opening the door I started to walk around the whole small home only to hear the tv on my my parents room. I walked slowly up to the room and only saw my mother laying down in the bed sleeping. Her stomach has gotten bigger and she was only couple of weeks in.

I walked back to my room and ant wasn't there. This whole apartment is small so I would be able to find him soon. I walked in the living room and saw him over something. It was our coffee table and on that was a spoon,white stuff in bags, a needle, a lighter, and a belt laying on the table. I was embarrassed that someone now knew my life and what I was going through at home. I was worried that he might just go off and tell everyone at school and the people that he works with might tell him to stop talking to me because I could be trouble.

He looked over at me and just stared at me. I looked away and walked to my room. I sat on the bed with my head in my hands. I wasn't crying, it was something about him I didn't wan to see. He had the look of sympathy on his face and I didn't want no one not even my parents to feel bad for me.

"So what you going to do now?" I asked.