Finding my own way

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Maya's P.O.V

What the fuck? Why the hell is it so dark in here? I have to think what happened before it got so damn dark......

>Got kidnap

>Got rapped......twice

>I shot someone 

> I saw dad dead 

>Ant came to save me.......

>Boom! I got shot! 

This nigga really shot me! Like what the fuck. If you really liked me and you wanted me to be with you why the fuck would you shoot me you dumb ass?! Now I have to think again (I really don't like to think it hurt's sometimes)

.............I'm in a coma? I'M IN A FUCKING COMA?! You know what wait till I get out this bitch Imma shot jay's ass even tho he's dead. As I'm talking to myself I hear someone laughing right now.

"Now I know you ain't doing this shit again my-my." I stopped...I know that voice. It was Jay. {My brother}

"Jay!" I ran to him and hugged him tightly, I even cried a little.

"Ever since you died things have gotten worst. Ma became a crack head and daddy and....um....he rapped me. Then he planed for me to get kidnap and rapped my my stalker and my ex boyfriend. I needed you and you weren't there jay! I cried and cried all night...ma let that man touch me! That night I thought about killing myself sooo many times jay! I just needed you...."

"Babygirl I'm sooo sorry I wasn't there for you. I seen everything from up here and I just felt that I let you down as a brother and not being there. I'm angry with mama and pops for doing that to you. If it wasn't me being stupid and not being careful I would still be there with you being by your side. I hope you could forgive me?"

I nodded my head. "But one thing I do you to do is forgive pops and mama..."

I shook my head. "No I'm not doing it pops is already dead so I don't have to deal with him no more and mama I never going back home I'm staying with my boyfriend." I said not even thinking about it.

"Maya if you don't learn how to forgive people who did you wrong then you'll give them that power over you...you'll never get that power back. All you will have is anger from what ma and pops did to them boys. If you forgive them and I mean ALL of them...trust me you'll feel much better about it."

I had to think about it and maybe just maybe I'll do. "Ok I'll think about it but....how long am I going to be asleep like I don't want that sleeping beauty thing."

He chuckled and put his hand on my shoulder I knew this. "You going to be asleep for 2 months....." I put may head down. I'm not going to see my baby for 2 months? damn. But this a win for me cause I get to spend time with my brother.

Anthony's P.O.V

I watch my baby sleep. I can't believe that this shit really happened, I blamed myself every minute..if we never fought or I never cheated on her or claimed her for cheating on me this wouldn't even happened.

Kim was lying next to her watching tv. Sometime I watch her cry in her sleep, and that makes me feel like shit even more.

I just hope that she wakes up soon cause I need her in my life. If she dies........I wouldn't know what the fuck to do. I think I'll lose my mind.

Johnny P.O.V

Me and my baby was at my-my and ant's house getting clothes for all of them.

I walked down stairs to the kitchen and made me a sandwich and grabbed me a beer. I heard my baby coming down the stairs. She came in holding a picture. She smiled down at it as a tear fell form her eye.