Finding my own way

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Si'mya's P.O.V

School went by hella fast and I was glad. I waited for ant to come out of his last class since my teacher let us out early. I was was talking to janny when trina came up towards us.

"What do you want?" I said.

"Oh nothing, I just wanted to know how MANY GUYS YOU SUCK TOADY?!" She said very loudly. I know this bitch wasn't trying to get her ass beat again.

"Bitch you best to be going somewhere before you get a beat down from me!" Jenny yelled at her. All trina did was laugh right in her face and looked at me.

"I want to fight you again. Right here, right-" She got cut off by jenny's fist. Jenny jumped in the air and just went in on her. I watch the whole thing unfold, making sure no one was trying to jump. The fight was getting good cause trina was getting her ass beat, then out of no where there was some little bitch running up to the fight. She was about to jump in till I pulled that two dollar weave wearing hoe back.

It was one of trina's little people. I took off everything went she was on the ground, throwing everything in my bag I jumped on that bitch. I stared to punch her in the face while pining her down with my knees. I was going in but then I felt hand around my waist. Thinking that is was roy I panic and started going crazy.

"Baby it's me! Babygirl clam down! It's me!" Ant said. He pushed me to the side away from that small sad little bitch and held me in his arms making sure I don't try to go after her. She was laded out. I found that very funny. I looked to my right and she was in johnny's arms with his head in the side of her neck. I thought that is was sooo cute. How we just got in a fight with two different girls and after our boyfriends come and try to clam us down by holding us.

Johnny and jenny walked over to us and said, "Where we going now?" jenny asked. "We can go to my house I'm sure my parents aren't there." I said.

We all walked to the boys car and got in, I rode with ant and jenny rode with johnny. The whole ride to my house was quite but a good quite. Ant had his hand on my thigh while he drove. When we got there johnny was already there.

We got out and walked up the stairs to my apartment. I walked in first and saw my dad in his room with the door wide open.I rolled my eyes and walked all the way in. I told them we can go in my room since I had food In there. I walked closer to my door and heard crying, then moaning and grunting. The crying sounded like a little kid. The boys pulled us back and kicked open the door, only to find some grown ass man in my bed on top of some little girl.

I fucking lost it.

"What the fuck is going on here!" I yelled, while jenny pulled the little girl in the bathroom and johnny and ant fucked up the man. My dad came in and saw what was going on.

"The fuck you doing? Leave them be so I could get my money!"

"The fuck you think I'm doing?! Why the fuck you have some grown nasty ass man in my bed rapping some little girl?"

" I could give two fucks who that little girl is and how old she is! My thing is why the is they fight my people?"

I couldn't say anything at this point. I just wanted to know if she is going to be ok and get that man out. I walked away from my dad heading towards the bathroom, only to be pulled back by my dad.

"Where the fuck you think your going? Hun?" He said pulling my hair. I fought him off but no enough cause he had me on the ground trying to pull off my shirt. My thing is how you going to do this knowing there's another fight still taking place in my room. Crazy right. In the corner of my eye I saw ant coming to help me. He pull him off of me and started to go crazy. I saw those black eyes and knew that-that wasn't ant anymore. I looked to my left and saw johnny throwing the guy out of the house. I looked over again and saw my dad not moving.

I didn't want ant to go to jail for beating his ass even tho he needed and had to stop him. I used all the energy and pushed ant in the wall. I got scared cause I didn't know if he was going to fucking insane.

He looked down at me and gave me a warm hug. One that my mother gave me a long time ago. I hugged him back and cried on his shirt. After I somewhat clammed down we walked in the bathroom where jenny and johnny was. There was blood all over her. She was crying and clinging on to jenny's neck.

"Baby we have to get her to the hospital, right now." ant said to me. Nodding my head I went back in my room and grabbed a blanket and rapped it around her. I carried her stepping over my father and down the stairs to the car. Everyone followed.

I held the little girl trying to rap my mind around what just happen. When we got there ant shouted out for help and like 50 of them niggas came once they saw blood.

We all waited in the waiting room, waiting for anyone to come out telling us any news on this little girl. Hours passed and nothing. Another set of hours passed and still nothing happened. Ant told me to take a nap or something but I couldn't just had to know what was going on. I needed to know that she's ok. The doctor came out and asked to speak to one of us. I stood up and walked over to him.

"Hi my name is doctor nick, now who are you to this little girl?"

"That's the thing I don't who she is I just found her like this in my bed." I said.

"Would you mind telling me how this happened?" I nodded my head.

"I was going to my house with my friends and I walked to my door and my boyfriend kicked the door open and saw a man on top of her."

He nodded his head.

"And you don't know who this girl is to you?"

"No sir."

He looked at me weirdly. That little girl looks a lot like you- you do know that right?" I shook my head no. He asked if I was willing to do a blood sample with her and a said sure.

After that was over I walked back in the waiting room where everyone was somewhat sleep. I sat in ant's lap and laded my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. Hours and hours and more hours passed and all I wanted to know what going one. It was 3:30 in the morning and finally someone came out.

"Ms.Johnson may I speak with you please?" Doctor nick asked. I tried to get up but ant was holding on like his life depended on it. I shook him a little and he moved his arm. I walked to him and he pulled me a side.

"Ms.Johnson I have to tell you she lost a lot of blood in there, and that her parents never showed up for her I have to tell you, she was raped many times and the last time she was rapped the man's 'toy' was too large for the vaginal center and broke one of her right leg."

I looked at him as if he was stupid, "How old is she?"

"She is three and a half years old, and may I ask how old are you and who can we talk to in order for her to go home?"

"I'm 17 years old and you can talk to my aunt" I lied. I got everything cover I was going to use johnny' s mom to be my aunt, I already called her when they was in the back."Do you want to speak to her over the phone?" I asked him. He said yes and I called ms.Adams and she said what she said and she the doctor said she can go home.

I was bout to walk away and tell them the news when the doctor stopped me once again." I have some other news to tell you ms.johnson, its bout the little girl..."

"Ok what is it? " I said trying to make things go faster.

"That's your little sister..."

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I know that I haven't updated in like 14 days (it told me) But those macs can really get to you. I'll do some more and don't forget

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