Finding my own way

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Mya' P.O.V

(It's been 6 weeks since kim broke her leg)

So today is the day kim gets to take her cast taken off. You could tell she was happy. 

"My-my can you please hurrwy up! I need to gwo!" That was another nick name she would call me. I pick her up and put her in the shower. After I was done with her I woke up ant and telling him to get ready while I made kim some breakfast and putting her in front of the t.v. 

After ant got out I put on 'Ann Marie- Tell me lies' and got in.

"Tell me lies, tell me lies, make it  all sound good, make me believe that fairy tails can happen in the hood.

And when I get my heart involved, decide to let my guards down. Show me your just like them all I shouldn't trust you at all."

I sung the rest and the next song came on and it was 'what is love by V.bazerman'

"I told myself I wouldn't cry when your gone, but I know it's easier said than done

Look at me- look at me chocked up now, trying to tell you but it won't come out......

What is love if it's just ups and leaves... what is love??!!" I sung while I got dressed.

I put on my dark blue New York jersey and my white high wasted shorts since its going to be like 90 something today. I put on my gammas 12 and finished with red lipstick and gold chain ring and earrings. 

I walked down stairs and saw everyone ready to go, but I didn't like what kim had on it was plain. So I picked her up and ran up stairs before ant can say something.

I grabbed her New York jersey and white shorts and shoes and threw everything on her, I put the same thing I had on-on her not the lip stick tho.

I wet her hair and it got curly fast and I put on her white bucket hat. I did the same thing and put on my dark blue bucket hat. On the way down I grabbed ant's dark blue hat with the white chinese words on it. 

We all took pic's and it was cute cause I wanted all of us to match. Before we left I packed kim the snacks that me and her loves so much. That baby food smoothies that they made for them. I packed like four of them. 

I walked back and ant just looked at me. 

"Baby what I do?" I asked. "You drinking that nasty ass shit. Watch you going to get sick." He said shaking his head. I just rolled my eyes and chuckled. Anthony helped kim by putting her on his back and in to the car.

I got and we drove off. Ant stared at me. I got uncomfortable. "What you staring at keep ya eyes on the road." I told him.

He laughed. "I heard you sing in the shower." He said.

'Fuck!' I thought. 

"No you didn't." I shot back. "Ok." He said, I knew he was up to something. He turned up the music mad loud and he knew I hated that unless it was my song other than that I fucking hate that. 

"Ok Ok fine I'll sing just turn that down." He smiled. 

I pick the song and it was keep my eyes wide open by Sabrina carpenter. Don't judge me.

"I keep my eyes wide open, bless this crown un-broken, I'm about to make my way, heaven help me keep my faith and my eyes wide open." I sung. After I was done I had was mugging the hell out of ant for making me sing.

"Baby you could sing! You should come with me to the studio." I thought about it. I have always wanted to be in the spot light for a while then get out of it.