Something New

18

Meghan's POV:
"Going out?" Jack asked me as he stepped into my room." Cause the other two want to see a movie." Before I could answer, he was talking again." Where are you going dressed so provocatively?" I stepped away from the mirror and faced him.

"I'm just hanging out with Luke tonight. We might go out to dinner so I thought dressing nice was appropriate." Jack raised his eyebrow.

"Really? Just dinner?" I knew he was trying to crack me but if word got out that Luke and I were going to have sex for the first time tonight, all hell would break lose.

"I'm serious, nothing like that. And even if we were, what's the harm? He and I are getting married in a few months." I said.

"Don't remind me. I can't imagine you being married at the moment, you're growing up way too fast." Jack opined." It feels like just yesterday your dad was signing the guardian papers and Sammy was carrying your stuff inside."

"Well your yesterday, was five years ago and I'm a grown woman now." I replied.

"You're nineteen, you're not that grown." Jack commented before leaving. When he was gone I took a relived breath because that conversation was over. Any longer and I thought I might burst.

Just then Luke texted me asking if I was on my way and I replied by saying leaving shortly. I looked in the mirror one last time, told myself you look great, and headed out the door.

When I got to his house, I stood anxiously outside waiting for the door to open and after a few minutes it finally did." What took you so long?" I asked him." You didn't knock or anything. I just happened to see you through the window." He chuckled.

"Oh, sorry. As you can tell I'm just a little bit nervous." I admitted. Luke poured me a glass of water and we headed upstairs.

Nothing happened right away but we mainly sat around and talked for a bit of time, mostly trying to calm each other's nerves.

"Meghan," Luke said which perked my head up." We really don't have to do it tonight. We can wait till the wedding if that makes you feel better." I sighed and set the cup down on the nightstand.

"I just want the first night of us being man and wife to be perfect and not spending it trying to figure that stuff out." I admitted." And I don't want it to be bad for you. This is also your first time. Besides, I'm worried if I don't satisfy this urge now, it'll get worse for me down the line."

"It will be perfect whether we do that or not. As long as you're there it'll be great." I gave him a small smile before saying," I mean I have to be there for anything to happen or it'll just be like any other night for you." When he heard what I said, his face went red.

"Michael told me- well actually, he told Bridget who told me but it originally came from Michael." I added. He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"Babe, it's okay. Maybe something we can work on is you being quiet." I joked. He shook his head and laughed before sitting up and coming to the edge of the bed to where I was and rolled over top of me to kiss me.

We kissed for a little bit before we were back up to the head board and when the kids started getting more intense, Luke released and asked," are you sure about this?" I looked him in the eye and nodded." If I wasn't sure, I wouldn't be here." He smiled before kissing me again.

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About forty minutes later Luke and I were laying on his bed, luke grinning from ear to ear and me panting a little bit.

"Wow." He muttered." That was-"

"Amazing." I finished.

"Are you okay? You good?" Luke asked me.

"Me? Oh yeah, I'm cool; I'm good. That was...that was great." I answered." Do you want to-"

"Uh-huh." Luke replied before turning over to me and kissing me again and starting back at square one.

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"So, how's it going with you and the finance? Probably spending a lot of time together while we're away." Izzy said over the phone the next morning when I called her after getting home from Luke's place.

"About That-"

"Oh my god, did you guys do it? Oh my god are you pregnant?! Ashton honey! Get in here!"

"No, no, no Ashton can not hear this." I said.

"Never mind." She called to him." Spill everything."

"We had sex twice last night." I answered." For the first time."

"Last night? Really? We've been gone for almost two weeks, I assumed you two jumped on that band wagon the minute we left the driveway." Izzy joked." How was it?"

"Awesome, amazing. I don't know how else to describe it."

"Well was he bad? It might've just been first time jitters." Izzy suggested.

"Well I don't really know what bad is. He's the only person I've ever had and ever will have sex with." I replied." But I guess he can only get better, right?"

"Sure." Izzy said." You guys used protection right? You don't need to be popping any babies anytime soon when you aren't married yet."

"Of course we did. If you could use more than one at once, I would; I am not ready to be pregnant yet."

"Please don't be that kind of girl. A condom is only seventy-four percent effective and wearing more than one at once lowers that. Maybe think about going on the pill but I don't know how long you two are gonna wait so." She explained." I have to go but I promise I won't tell Ashton. Bye!" With that she hung up and I went on through my day.

Luke texted me a few times, mostly checking in to make sure I was okay after last night but after a while I got tired of him asking so I turned my phone off.

Around dinner time I was enjoying being alone until like came through the door.

"Hey," I said." Did I leave the door unlocked?"

"Key under the mat, besides I knew you'd be home." He replied. He came over the the recliner and made himself cozy on the arm rest while I finished my movie before we went upstairs to turn down for the night. When I came into my room after brushing my teeth, luke was sitting on my bed in his boxers with a little grin on his face.

I smiled at him and took my shirt off before climbing into bed with him.