Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 70

Sabrina

I was still sitting on the floor.

His mom was back and she was crying as hard as I was. My Aunt came and got Chloe for me.

I just looked at the bruises on my arms from them trying to hold me back

Joyce: I need to see my baby

I couldn't even say anything back

All I could think about was him.

Hoping my prayers got answered and that I'm going to hear good news when that doctor walked out

I guess me acting crazy woke the baby up because she or he was just up kicking

I just looked down and my stomach. I would tap that little foot just sticking out my shirt like Chris did with all of our kids.

The baby's foot would just switch sides

I just laid my head back and rubbed my belly

Sabrina: everything is going to be ok

Then the door opened and his doctor came out. My stomach started doing flips! I wasn't ready to hear this news

Dr. Russell: so......he's perfectly fine.

THANK GOD!

Dr. Russell: we lost him for a while but I did everything I could to get him back...he's sleeping right now because we had to sedate him but he's going to be ok

Joyce: thank the lord! I thought I lost my baby

Sabrina: can we go in now

Dr. Russell: they're cleaning up everything right now but in a few minutes you're more than welcome

Sabrina: thank you so much

He patted my shoulder and walked away

Chris's mom grabbed my and pulled me into her arms and the tears fell once again

Sabrina: I was so scared

Joyce: I know honey, me too

Sabrina: I thought I lost him for good

Joyce: whew! I'm hurting that boy for taking us through this

Sabrina: me too lol

Dr. Russell: you guys can come in now

Joyce: ok thank you again

We walked in the room.

This time he was knocked out with his mouth open and snoring

Sabrina: OMG I missed that snore lol

Joyce: look at my baby

I just held his hand up against face.

I almost lost him! He was almost gone forever. If he would've not came back I would've lost my damn mind! This is the love of my life, my headache, my heartache, my best friend, the person that I can hate so much but still have so much love inside of me for. I have never been through this with anyone and I wouldn't want to go through this with anybody but him.

Me accepting the fact that he has another baby will be hard but it is something that I have to do. Especially if he's who I want to be with. I ran out being selfish instead of at least trying to accept it. Even if I didn't want to take him back I still have to accept because he's going to be in my life regardless since we have 3 kids together

I'm just ready for things to get better from here. Nothing but happy times. I know there has to be a few bad days but I just want the good to outweigh the bad