Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 33

Sabrina

I woke up...not feeling regretful but like Sabrina.

I looked at Chris as he snored loud. Lol, he's so adorable. I wish he would grow that facial hair back! I slowly slid out out of bed and went to clean myself up. The my stomach started cussing me out so I decided to make some breakfast. I knew CJ would be up next so I might as well.

I went in the kitchen and started cooking. I was in my own world when i felt hands on my hips and a face in my neck.

Sabrina: good morning

Chris: good morning beautiful.

He kissed my shoulder Sending chills down my spine.

Chris: what you cooking

Sabrina: Strawberry pancakes for CJ and waffles and sausages for us

Chris: sounds good

I continued cooking as he continued planting soft kisses on me.

Joyce: well look what we have here!

We both jumped. Chris moved to the other side of the kitchen and I kept cooking like nothing happened lol.

Sabrina: hey ma, your just in time for breakfast

Joyce: I was coming to take my daughter in law to breakfast but I guess that's no longer a plan

Chris: you look nice today ma

Joyce: thanks, where are you clothes didn't you just get here

We just looked at each other and laughed.

Sabrina: ha ha funny

Joyce: so this means you two are a couple again

Chris: it's not that easy ma, I'm sure I got a lot to prove to Sabrina before anything happens.

Took the words out of my mouth.

I just looked at him

Joyce: well something better come out of this

Chris: It will

I was about to say something until CJ started his morning cry. I hate it when he does that!

Chris: OMG I told that boy about that

He walked to the back

Joyce: so how are you feeling after all of this?

Sabrina: shockingly I'm great

Joyce: your glowing too lol

Sabrina: lol im not

Joyce: do you think anything will come out of this

Sabrina: I don't know but we will see

Joyce: I just want to see you happy

Sabrina: I'm happy

Joyce: are you really Sabrina

Sabrina: yes

Joyce: you sure?

Sabrina: lol I'm fine, I promise

Joyce: are you two working on your relationship yet? Have you really talked about what happened

Sabrina: I'm not sure if I even want to talk about it anymore. I'm over it. I just want to be happy. I want him to be happy. I want our son to be happy. Maybe one day down the line there will be another romantic relationship between me and Chris. Right now I'm just going to let him stick with what he wanted. I kinda want him to realize exactly what he's missing. When he sees she is not the woman for him. That he really fucked up and that I'm who he wants to be with and ONLY wants to be with. I'm done talking and arguing and all that its time for some action!

Joyce: I understand completely

Sabrina: he's told me too many times that he was done with that and was going to change but that never happened. But ma, I'm not having it anymore. Put up or shut up!

Joyce: I know that's right girl lol

Chris

I heard everything Sabrina said and she was right. I did do a lot of talking, saying how I was gonna be different but never really changed.

I strung her a long for too long and Broke her heart too many times. I'm ready to prove that I'm the man she wants me to be.

After eating breakfast and hanging out with them i headed out to get ready for the basketball game tonight.

I got up to my room. When I walked in Erica was laying on the couch watching TV. How did she even get in here?

She looked at me. I didn't pay her no attention I just walked to the back and laid down on the bed. I closed my eyes and all I could see was last night. I just smiled as I thought about that dog ass sex me and my baby had. How did I fuck that up. The way she rides it, sucks it, fucks it....I'm one stupid ass nigga!

I heard the bedroom door open.

Erica: where were you last night?

Chris: out

Erica: obviously dumb ass! Where were you?

Chris: man chill, take yo ass back in the living room

Erica: you was with that bitch weren't you

Chris: who you calling a bitch?

Erica: Sabrina!

Chris: ok let's get something straight, don't you ever in yo fucking life disrespect the mother of my child man! I'm not having that shit at all!

Erica: fuck her!

Chris: look you know what Erica, I can't do this no more

Erica: do what?

Chris: me and you! That's what! To be honest it was never supposed to get this far anyway. I shouldn't have never let you came back around after that day at the dance studio because I knew you was up to no good. I don't need a relationship right now. I gotta work on myself so I can get my girl back and have that family that I was supposed to have! So you can get yo shit and just get the fuck on

She didn't say anything she walked up to me and smacked me.

As bad as I wanted to put my hands on her I couldn't.

She grabbed her stuff and left.

I promise Imma get myself right, not only for me but mainly my son because he deserves to have a happy family and for Sabrina. I don't know what my life would be like if her drunk ass never stumbled into that elevator. Everything gone be good. Watch me work!