Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 31

Sabrina

We in Miami trick!!!

I just landed in Miami, me and my CJ. I really wanted to get away from California so I decided to start looking for houses and buildings to start my second school. I brought Chris's mom with me. We were always talking about taking a trip with just her and me and now we have the chance. I love her like she was the woman that birthed me. You know most moms are always on their sons side but she always tells me she's happy that I left Chris.

Joyce: I'm not letting you leave me in California with Chris and that girl Sabrina

Sabrina: I need something different. I like Miami because it's scenery is a bit similar to Cali. I haven't completely made up my mind though

Joyce: I hear you but what about CJ. All of his family is in California. His dad is in Cali

I took a deep breath

Sabrina: I know Chris and I don't speak but I always want my son to have a great connection with his dad. Especially since that's some that either of us had a chance to have.

Joyce: and what about your mom?

Sabrina: I really wanna bring her with me. She's always fighting and arguing with my aunt. Before she went to jail they didn't even speak. My aunt is always throwing what she did up in her face and I can see it hurting her. I want her to get away from the madness too.

Joyce: looks like you got your mind made up

Sabrina: yeah lol. I need this. If I'm not moving here permanently then I'll most definitely buy a vacation spot.

Joyce: but like you said this is just like Cali. I think you should try Virginia

Sabrina: lol really?

Joyce: yes. Everytime you came with Chris you loved it.

Sabrina: it is different and peaceful. I didn't even think of Virginia. You'll be there so I won't be alone. Maybe

Joyce; I think you'll like it

Sabrina: me and CJ and our big acres and acres of land. Imma have to find me a man to keep that grass cut

Joyce: his daddy can do it

Sabrina: lol I'll pass

Joyce: you know to this day I still cuss him out about that

Sabrina: no need. He'll get it one day.

Joyce: he should've been got it. Where did I go wrong with him.

Sabrina: please don't blame yourself. Chris is a grown ass man that knew exactly what he was doing.

Joyce: it just breaks my heart. You are a wonderful woman Sabrina. You both made mistakes. But he kept making them.

Sabrina: I know

I was kind of over this conversation. I'll be so happy when the day comes and everytime I sit down with someone they don't want to discuss Chris being a dumb ass. How am I supposed to heal if we can't move pass that!

After we got settled in, I headed out to go meet with Chyna for lunch.

Chyna: hi Doll

Sabrina: hi honey

We hugged then sat down

Chyna: how are you

Sabrina: I'm great, and you

Chyna: I'm hanging in there

Sabrina: what you not telling me?

Chyna: lol nothing