Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 73

Chris

I grabbed her hands and kissed them. The tears were just rolling down her face.

Pastor: so Chris you said that you wanted to speak from the heart with your vows so go ahead and let your beautiful wife know how you feel

Chris: So here we go again. Taking another chance at forever. If I'm not the luckiest man on earth I don't know who is. After everything I've done you stood by my side. At my lowest you've always made me feel like I could conquer the world. When the world sees a beast you still see me as me and I'll forever appreciate that. When you left me I didn't know what to do. I still lived everyday like you were still mine. I prayed for you to just come back to me. Our first encounter might not have been perfect but I knew once I saw you again I would never let you go. Sometimes people ask me what do I see in you. What was it in you that made me decide that you are the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I tell them...Your smile, even in my darkest hours it brightens my day. Your passion, how you take every goal you set and conquer it. Your ambition, the way you tackle things like it was nothing and when you say you doing something it's most definitely getting done. Your style, the way that you can dress up and look like a star then throw on jeans and Jordan's and I still see you the same way. Those curls, when I wake up in the morning they're always the first thing I see and it always reminds me that your there. My children, you have blessed me with my babies, the craziest kids on earth that I would trade for nothing in this world. The way you care for me, it's like when I'm hurt you can feel my pain, when I'm frustrated all you gotta say is a corny joke and I forget why I'm mad. When I made that dumb ass decision recently and even though you hated me at the moment you stayed by my side until I walked up that hospital. Your kisses, those lips are my favorite, whenever they touch me I can feel the passion and love you have for me. Your commitment and loyalty, no matter what I've done you stayed true and faithful and last but not least, your love. I have never had anybody love me the way you do. I'm 100% sure the love you have for me is real, when I feel like everybody hates me all I need is you. You love me so good baby that sometimes I gotta pinch myself to see if it's real! And if it's all a dream don't ever wake me up because I never ever wanna lose this feeling. So it's only right that I give you my last name again and I pray that time you keep it forever cause I plan on keeping you forever. I love you Sabrina and thank you for loving me even when I know you shouldn't. I love you

I had everybody in tears lol.

But Sabrina was crying so hard she couldn't even focus.

Sabrina: I'm sorry Yall this gone take me a minute I'm pregnant and emotional and this man ain't make it no better...my lashes coming off

I just laughed while she got herself together

Sabrina: whew, ok...bare with me cause I'm about to cry again....I had nothing prepared because I didn't know this was going to happen but I'll just speak from the heart.....Christopher my Christopher....you think your lucky but no I am. My love for you is so much stronger right now. I have never in my life thought that I would be capable to love somebody the way that I love you. From day one I knew you were the man I needed. Even if I ever tried to love somebody else or do my own thing after every time we call ourselves breaking up it never works. I could be with someone else but the only face I will see is yours. The hardest thing I've ever had to do was pretend like I no longer loved you. That one year away from each other felt like 10. But once I got you back to me I felt whole again. I felt like me again. You said that people ask you why your with me and trust me I get the same. Why are you with him? He's s bad boy, he only cares about himself. When I hear that craziness I just laugh because it's so funny how people judge without knowing. They don't know the real you. Your smile, the widest smile ever and it's so contagious....you smile and it's just passes down from person to person and luckily my babies were blessed with the same thing. Your passion, there is no one out here like you and that's because you're so passionate about what you do. Your ambition, you work so hard and even after a long day you still come home and put up with me. The way you care for me, the way you defend me and so quick to go to war with anybody that even thinks they can cross me. Your heart, it's so big, and so full of love. Your lips would be my second favorite lol..I can't say what's my first but just know it's the reason we here today lol.