Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 75

Chris

Hearing my son tell me that he hates me out a fucking hole in my heart and no matter what I said he still felt the same.

I couldn't even sleep that's all I could think about.

I tossed and turned all night.

So I just sat up.

I looked over at my beautiful wife sleeping peacefully. I wish I could just wake her up and make love to her all night, maybe that would've took my mind off of everything.

Since I couldn't do that I got up and went to go mess with my new Princess.

I walked in her room and picked her up out of her crib. She just squirmed. Another one of my babies that hate being bothered when their sleep.

Chris: my bad sweetie, daddy just need somebody to talk to that's all.

I sat down in her rocking chair

Chris: so daddy has to leave for a while and everybody is mad at me. Especially CJ. I always feel like I always let everybody down princess. If I could go back and change everything I would but this is something that I have to do. I know you still love me right?

She just stayed sleep

Chris: you love daddy don't you LeeLee

I just waited for an answer

Chris: you love me?

Then a big smile came across her face showing those dimples

Chris: that's the answer I was looking for.

I just kissed all over her face.

Sabrina: why you messing with my baby?

Chris: she wanted to chill with her daddy

Sabrina: come back to bed

She walked over and grabbed her out my arms

Chris: why you gotta come mess with us

Sabrina: she needs her rest and you can come play with me

Chris: not like I want to

She laid the baby in her bed then came and grabbed my hand.

Sabrina: come on let's go get some ice cream

Chris: alright

We went downstairs to the kitchen

I sat on the counter and grabbed the stuff.

Sabrina: why are you up?

Chris: too much on my mind

Sabrina: still thinking about what CJ said

Chris: yeah

Sabrina: Chris he didn't mean it

Chris: man he did and no matter what I said to him he wouldn't budge. I never thought I would hear those words from him but he was right I'm always leaving.

Sabrina: most of the time I made you leave lol

Chris: this is not funny

Sabrina: Baby CJ loves you and you know that. He's just angry and since you are leaving you should spend time with him before you go.

Chris: we do spend time together.

Sabrina: I mean more than playing video games. Go shopping, to the movies, the arcade, the amusement park. I'll set everything up.