Rocket; A Chris Brown Story

Chapter 53

Chris

4 months later

Chris: I don't know why I even try cause you don't want this no more, so I would rather leave before I hurt ya

I was doing my first show In like a damn year! It felt good to be up on this stage.

In case your wondering this divorce is still pending. She won't let up and I'm done fighting.

I've stopped wearing my ring. She doesn't wear hers and She doesn't go by brown anymore. I'm starting to think this is what she wanted all along.

She's 6 months pregnant with another little boy. I can't say I'm excited because we're bringing a child in this world with all of this shit going on but imma love my son regardless.

Chris: I knoooow, I know who just who you are, you put me on layawayyyy!

All the songs I'm singing show I'm hurting. My marriage is over for no reason.

Like why she wanna leave now. I've done shit far worse and she's always stuck around.

Something just ain't adding up to me.

Chris: I know you mad but so what, I wish you best of luck, now it's time to throw them deuces up!

This shit is all I can think about. I can barely focus. I don't want her to end this but if she gone divorce me I want her to do it now so I can move on with my life.

After my show I headed to go pick up the kids. I know it's late and it's gone be something she gone fuss about but I need my babies...it is my birthday tomorrow and they're all I have.

I pulled up to her house.....Yeah just hers now.

I knocked and it took her a while but she came and answered

Sabrina: hey

Chris: kids ready?

Sabrina: they're upstairs sleep

Chris: well you know I had a show today

Sabrina: yes I know...come in

I came in and followed her up the stairs. The stairs that she was taking forever to climb

Chris: you good? You can barely climb the stairs

Sabrina: just been in a little pain lately that's all

Chris: you can barely walk what's going on?

Sabrina: I'm fine Chris

Chris: here let me help you

We got to the top and she sat down

Chris: damn you that tired

Sabrina: something just don't feel right

Chris: what you mean?

Sabrina: I've been in so much pain and I barely feel him moving

Chris: then why you not at a hospital.

Sabrina: he's probably just sleep. He's a kicked a few times today but I haven't felt any pain like this before

I just took a deep breath

Chris: come on

I picked her up and carried her into the bathroom. I cut on the tub and put a little bit of bubbles in there.

Chris: maybe a nice warm bath will help.

Sabrina: not too hot baby

I was still her baby from time to time