Torn

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With your head tilted back and your mouth gaped you hear Martin's grunts above you feeling every thrust as you grip his shoulders. Feeling him slow down you hear his voice "Quinn.." making eye contact you flush red seeing his smirk. "Quinn.. do you know the danger you're putting yourself into.." not answering his face grows cold. "You're in a locked, concrete cell.. with a man twice your size and much stronger than you. You're in a vulnerable place with guards who don't even bother looking over to see if you're alright.." feeling your stomach knot you start to breath heavy. Martin leans down whispering in your ear, as his hand creeps up your chest and around your neck "I could kill you if I wanted to" suddenly his grip tightens and you gasp for air. Feeling him straddle your waist you grip his wrist in panic gasping for air seeing Martin stare down at you with so much rage. Feeling tears streaming down your face you manage to spit out "Martin stop please!!!" you beg staring him directly in his eyes hoping for remorse.

Suddenly he lets go, sitting beside you on the edge of the bed hanging his head in his hands. Breathing heavy as you fetch for air you sit up holding your throat seeing Martin clearly upset about what he did. Feeling scared for a brief moment you calm down feeling tears streaming down your face. Hesitantly you reach out, putting a hand on his shoulder, "Martin?.." flinching as he looks over his shoulder at you, you get up walking in front of him as he takes your hands in his caressing them gently. Shaking a bit as he holds your hands, he makes eye contact as tears stream down his face "I-..  apologize Quinn.. I-I don't know what got into me I-" he chokes up again letting your hands go. Hesitantly you sit on his lap facing him, feeling his comforting hold like the first time you hugged him, as he buries his face into the crook of your neck crying softly. As you let him cry you think to yourself 'He's right.. what I am doing is dangerous.. but.. I love him and he clearly loves me.. everyone makes mistakes but he isn't like everyone.. he makes mistakes in his own ways..' kissing the top of his head you feel his hold tighten a bit.

After Martin calms down you two cuddle in bed, lying on your side you hold Martin as he lies to your chest, his arms wrapped around your torso and your leg over his waist snug. Looking out at the far wall you continue to think 'He needs this.. and maybe I do too.. a deep connection.. but don't I have that with Alec?..' sighing you close your eyes enjoying this moment trying to ignore those thoughts. After, you get dressed buttoning up your pants you flush with a small smile knowing Martin is watching. "This was quite the visit Quinn.." he says walking over to you taking you by your hips playfully. Giggling you drape your arms over his shoulders giving him a peck on the lips "I'll be sure to be back soon" walking out of his gentle hold you gather your things and leave for the hotel. 

Walking in you pass by a few people before getting into the elevator alone with your thoughts. Looking out the glass window in the elevator down at the lit-up streets of New York. When guilt sinks in knowing what you are doing with Martin behind Alec's back is wrong. Sighing as you get off you prepare yourself before walking into your room seeing Alec lounging around since he got back earlier. "Quinn you're back, I've missed you-" suddenly you say to him bluntly "Alec, I want you to mark me." seeing him confused you flush a faint red. "I-I want you to mark me so people know I'm yours" you say as you make eye contact seeing him bright red. Putting down your things on a nearby table you start to undress, dropping your clothing at your feet waiting for Alec to respond. Alec stares at you in a bit of shock not really knowing what to say as he stutters "I-I wasn't expecting this Quinn I-" suddenly you kiss him going on your tip toes with your arms around his neck feeling his hands on your bare waist. Feeling Alec kiss back your heart races as he moves to your neck feeling him pull you closer.

Feeling Alec gently bite your neck you open your eyes startled at first, but you begin to enjoy it knowing this is what you asked for as his hands graze up and down your sides gently. Suddenly you get thrown playfully onto the bed, leaning back on your arms you breathe heavily watching Alec undo his tie and unbutton his dress shirt all with seductive eye contact. Laying back Alec trails his hands up your arms, holding them above your head as he ties your wrist to the bed post with his grey blue tie with a smirk seeing you hot and bothered already. "Baby, breathe I didn't know you wanted me so bad" he says putting his hands on your sides making your back arch up to him, tilting your head back you let out a small moan, flushing red in embarrassment. Feeling him kiss your neck once more you smile off to the side with your eyes closed as he trails down slowly leaving faint hickey's all over. Breathing heavy you hear your name looking down seeing Alec at your stomach staring deeply into your eyes. 

After, you're straddling his pelvis as you lay forward onto his torso you rest your head o Alec's chest feeling his hands resting gently on your lower back as you breath heavily from the most erotic marking session you had ever experienced. "I like this look on you Quinn.." says Alec in a soft tone tracing over a deep teeth mark on your left side smiling. "My mark's on the one I love and protect.. I've never done this with anyone before.." catching your gaze he smiles brushing your hair from your face seeing you smile. "Alec.. I didn't think you were so.." sitting up you trail off as he finishes for you, putting his hands on your hips "Sensual? Well.. only when I am with you Quinn" he says looking you up and down. "I love you Quinn.. and I don't know if I could live with myself If I ever lost you" he says sitting up and pulling you closer burying his face into the crook of your neck. Off-set by what he said you hold him staring out realizing if he found out.. he could do something drastic.. or even-deadly.

To Be Continued..