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Chapter 1

Kirsten's POV

*flash back*

"Oh my god." I silently repeated sitting down back and forth. Tears streaming down, heart racing, and breathing uneasily.

I can't. I just can't anymore. I don't know what to do. Or how to do it. I can't. I just can't.

"Kirsten. Look at me. Please. Listen." I looked up to see Cameron, bending down, with one arm on my shoulder.

He can't see me like this. He can't. He just can't.

I look down again, avoiding contact with Cameron.

"Kirsten please." I felt a hand lift up my head from my chin. I directed my eyes at Cameron. Face to face, looking into each others eyes.

His eyes. It was a hazel/brown with a hint of gold in the middle. They were such a beautiful pair of orbs. How they always shined when he smiled.

"Okay..." I whispered as I looked back down.

"Look at me Kirsten. Listen to me. I know I've never said this but..." Cameron paused as I wondered what he was going to say.

"....I love you. And I will always be here for you. No matter where I am, where we will be, how far, how close, I. Will be here. I'll be here if you ever need anyone to talk to. Cry on. Cuddle...maybe... I just. I love you Kirsten. I know what you're going through. Life is difficult, I know. But you will get through this. We. Together. We will get through this. Starting now. I will stay with you no matter what. I will never forget you." Cameron continued as I saw tears fall from his eyes.

He's crying? Over me? Why? I'm not worth his tears. Am I? Does he actually care? Or is this all fake?

"...I...I...I love you too." I spoke again staring back at his eyes. A slight smile formed on his lips.

"So come on. Let's go." Cameron got up as he put out one of his hands to help me up.

I nodded as I gladly took his hand and held onto it.

*end of flash back*

....tears started streaming down my face. Oh those times. I can't even. I miss those times.

So here's a little introduction.

I'm Kirsten Shay. I'm currently 16 and I live in Boston, MA. I have dark brown hair with dirty blond highlights that go down to my waist. I'm about 5 feet tall.... I think a few inches taller...idk...

I guess you could say I have a good life. A lot of people know me at my school, but only a few are my real friends. Family to be exact.

Well that's it for now. You'll learn more about me later. You'll see....

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