I think guilt has to be one of the worst thing ever, especially if you can't even say sorry for what you've done wrong.
It eats away at you, it builds up and the longer you feel it, the stronger it gets, you can't turn back you can't change what you've done. You can apologise, but an apology doesn't fix what you've done, it doesn't take away what you feel.
It keeps you up at night, it replays the memory, it shows you what you should have done. It shows you who you hurt, it backs you into a corner until your kneeling on the floor with your hands covering your face, repeating the sentences "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please forgive me" like it's the only words you know.
It will stay with you forever clawing underneath your skin and poking away at your brain. I know I did wrong, I've said I'm sorry, I can not change what I did and you know I would love to, I accept and I admit everything, please leave me be.
Please trust me.
-Owl.
YOU ARE READING
Dive into my mind, don't drown.
PoetryIf you're brave enough or maybe even stupid, to dive into the water, but you'll have to save yourself.
