1. What's wrong with her?

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Info: Mattheo helps Y/n to calm down when he finds out that You-Know-Who terrifies her.

Y/n x Mattheo

Mattheo's POV

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I was sitting with my friends when Pansy joined us.
Pansy: Hey!
We all said "hi" and Pansy sat with us. After talking about random stuff, Pansy started to talk about Y/n.

Pansy: Have you seen Y/n? She has not shown up this weekend and she skipped classes today. Y/n never skipped a class.

Blaise: She even came to class when she was sick.

Pansy: Yeah, I know. That's strange.

Draco: Did you check on her?

Pansy: I went during lunch, when saw that she missed portion class. I asked her what happened, but she just said that she is fine and I should go.

Blaise: And you left?

Pansy: I mean, yes... I didn't want to force her.

Astoria joined the conversation, she always overheard what we talked.
Astoria: I didn't mean to overhear you conversation, it just happened, buttt.... I think you should let her alone. If she would want your help she would let you know.

I could not take it anymore, I just said "Why are you so worried? She probably got a B instead of an A and is sad now. Just calm down"
I didn't wait for them to respond, I just left.

I left to Y/n's dorm. I was worried about her but didn't want to show it. It is really weird that Y/n skipped a class.

I knocked on the door. A few seconds later I heard Y/n's squeaky, shaky, haltering voice. It seemed like she was crying.

Y/n: Who is there?

"It's Mattheo..."

Y/n: I missed a class today, so I have no idea what was assigned, sorry.

Why would she think I wanted to ask about homework? Did I give her that expression? But I was not here for homework, so I said, "Y/n, I'm not here for homework, I just want to check on you. Why did you miss the class?"

About thirty seconds later I heard her voice again.

Y/n: I... I wasn't in the mood. I am fine, really.

Her voice was shaking, even though she seemed to hide it. Something really was wrong with her. I could not just left her alone.

"Can I come in? I know you are not okay, I can help you." I really wanted to help her. Y/n was always so sweet, so nice. She always helped me with homework if I needed help. It feels wrong to let her alone.

Y/n: I am doing okay, there is no need.

I didn't want to push her, but this time I really needed to find out. Maybe everyone just left when she said that she is okay. Maybe no one tried to stick around and help her. Maybe if I would stay, I will find out what's wrong with Y/n and help her.

"I will come in eventually." This is a wrong thing to do, but I didn't wait for her respond, just opened the door and enterer. Surprisingly it wasn't locked.

I saw Y/n sitting on the floor. She was trying to secretly wipe away her tears, her eyes were red and puffy, tears were rolling out of her eyes, and her face was red. I've never seen her like this. This wasn't just a bad grade, it was something more important.

I didn't know what to do, how to help her. No one ever comforted me. It tried to imagine what I would want someone to do for me if I was in that condition like this. This helped. I sat next to her and hugged her. She really needed a hug. She continued crying, I just sat and comforted her.

When she managed to calm down, I took the risk and asked her "what happened?"

Y/n: He... they...

She could not speak and cried again. Is she being bullied? Who are they? Thought could not leave me. I won't leave too, I need to find out what happened.

Y/n: You know who wants me to join them....

She finally said what happened. I was terrified. Why would he need Y/n?

Y/n: I can't, I just can't.

I looked at her fluffy red eyes. She was scared. I could emphasise on her. Voldemort also threatened me.

Y/n: He gets in my mind and drives me crazy. I would do anything to get rid of it. I can't sleep. He seems to follow me everywhere. He gets into my mind and brings up bad memories. I would just kill myself to get rid of him...

The last words shocked me. Y/n never made jokes about suicide, murder or dark stuff, even she had really good jokes. If she said this, so she really means it.

"Y/n...." I hold her hands and she looked at my eyes. Her eyes, they are so deep, beautiful, and full of pain. "Suicide is never an option, I would rather sit here and listen you talk about this story, than tell others your story by myself, alone, without you."

She looked at me, she could not find a word to say. It seemed I was right. I still hold her hands and said, "I love you Y/n! I can't lose you, I will be here for you, always. Please talk to me, I can't let you go"

And this was the time when I told her about my feelings. This was not the right time to do, but what else was I supposed to do? She looked at me with her baby blue eyes. Her breath was accelerating, as well as anxiety. I felt panic and feelings of despair.

She finally opened her mouth to say something, but a second later, we kissed. She kissed me. The kiss was wonderful, full of emotions. I could not believe it. Y/n just kissed me. Her lips were so soft that I could not let her go.

When we stopped kissing, she looked at me and said "I really enjoy your company and I'm sorry that I'm bad at expressing my emotions sometimes but you genuinely mean a lot to me." Does this mean we are together?

I looked at her and said one of the most significant things in my life, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

She smiled through tears and said "yes."

I am so happy, we are dating now.... But what about her problem? What about Voldemort?

I suggested to run away, somewhere that he won't find us. I didn't like him too, also I finally found love of my life and we are together. I don't care what it takes and how long will it take to hide, as long as I'm with her I will be grateful.

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