Slytherin Oneshots

12. Jealous

Request by @catsarecutetoo2
So credit goes to them.

Word Count: 1240

Info: Y/n and Theo were dating, but when Theo messes up everything he looks at Y/n and gets jealous because her new boyfriend treats her much better.

Y/n x Theo Nott

Theo's POV
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I don't remember when I first noticed her looking at me. She was Y/n, a bright and smart girl with a mysterious smile. But I knew she was looking. Every time. All the time I walked past her friend group. Her and her friends sitting and talking. They didn't scare me, maybe a little. Y/n's smile was full of secrets that I needed to uncover. But I wouldn't let her know that I kinda,
                                         slightly,
                                                        possibly
                                                                        like her.

I walked past them with a straight head and straight eyes. Every time I knew that she was looking, I had to prove to myself I wasn't scared of nobody's eyes, not even her beautiful, cloudy, dark eyes. I had to look back hard, just once, like she was glass.

And I did. I did once. But I looked too long and when she saw me, she smiled and giggled. I looked because I wanted to be brave.

Days passed, and I finally found the confidence to talk to her. And that's how we started talking and building a trustful relationship.

***
Everything was good. I dated my special girl Y/n and we loved each other. We trusted each other, until one day I messed up everything, literally everything.

Boys called me to the party, to the "boys only party." I was so naive that I believed them and went there. Party was full of people, seemed like the all students of Hogwarts came here. Mattheo organized the party in some secret place.

I drank a lot, so I lost my mind and started dancing with Y/n's best friend. Why didn't she stop? I guess that's what Y/n's best friend wanted.

I was too weak to do anything, so I let everything go by the flow. I even kissed her, Y/n's best friend. What was I thinking? I drank so much that I could not stop that.

And that was the part when Y/n found the secret place and saw me kissing her best friend.

***
Y/n's POV

Fred and George showed me where was held the secret party. When we entered I saw Theo kissing my best friend. The feelings of betrayal filled my body, I could not move, I just stood there and watched.

Tears were rolling from my eyes. I tried to think of excuses, I could not believe what I saw.

What if he is drunk? But why didn't he inform me about the party? So he did not want me to know that he is here. He is sure too drunk. What if his friends made him come here? But he would have notified me, right?

I could not do anything. I stood there and watched them kiss.

And then his "new girlfriend" came. They were holding hands and laughing. Theo looked at me and smiled, "Y/n, your best friend is much better than you." 

I can't believe this. He cheated on me, on the day of our anniversary. This was the 2nd year that we were together. I felt that this could last forever...
                     Maybe I was wrong......
***
I got a drink and ran to Theo. I looked at him while he was kissing her again.

I was frustrated! I spilled the drink on his face and yelled, "We are done. I'm breaking up with you!"

***
Theo's POV

The next day I woke up in my dorm, and my head was hurting. I could not even blink, I just closed my eyes and tried to remember yesterday.

Mattheo slammed my door and yelled at me, "Theo! You messed up everything!"

I could not remember what I did. I looked at Matheo waiting for further explanation.

"How could you cheat on Y/n?" Mattheo was yelling at me while I was trying to process the information.

"Can you not tell her about that..." I hope that Mattheo won't tell Y/n we will continue dating.

"Theo! Wake up! She saw you and broke up with you!" The truth hit me very hard.

"She... she broke up with me?" I still was processing the information.

***
When I finally could get up from bed I ran to Y/n's dorm. I opened it and I ran inside.

Trying to catch my breath I told Y/n, "Let me explain, I...I did not..."

She interrupted and surprisingly talked with a calm voice, "Theo, you lied to me and went to a party. You cheated on me with my best friend. And now you are dating her. What do you want to explain? That you never loved me? That your new girlfriend is much better?"

"No, I. I want to apologize, I messed up, I messed up."

"Theo," she hold my hands, and maybe she accepted my apology, "Theo, this is not the first time you 'accidentally' cheated on me because you were drunk. I gave you chances, a lot of chances. But this, this is the end of us; me and you."

I looked at her and did not leave, I could not...

"Theo, I can't save our relationship, this is better for both of us. Now leave..." her voice was crackling and she was losing her breath from nervousness. I saw her eyes watering and a tear rolling down.

I left so I won't cry. I felt empty inside like a whole world just lost its meaning.

At least I'm not single, I'm dating her best friend.

***
Y/n's POV

Sometimes I hear them laughing late, beer cans and others cheering them to kiss.
Theo...
I miss him. But I could not forgive him. It was something, something that I could not forget. I could not forgive that.

At first, it was hard for me. I skipped classes a lot and cried all day. It seemed that I would never recover. I heard them laugh with similar laughs. I was hearing his laugh...

My heart was broken down into millions of pieces and I did not know which piece to listen to.

*Year later*
Theo's POV

My relationship with Y/n's best friend didn't work out. Now I'm single and looking at how Y/n and her new boyfriend walk together.

I watch them. She holds his hand, and he stops sometimes to tie her shoes.

I want to see happy Y/n with me, not with that guy.

I want to sit out badly at night, Y/n around my neck and the wind in my hair.

I don't want this, not this, where I am looking at Y/n from afar, leaning out my window, imagining what I can't see.

Y/n. How did he hold you? How was it? Was it better than me? And when you kissed him? Was that also better than me?

Of course, it was....
                                    Of course.....

Every single day I look at them and see her with him, with a much brighter smile and with more shining eyes.

And that's when I realized that I fucked up everything. I could have treated her better, I could have been better, I could have.....

Who cares, now I'm jealous of her, of her happy relationship which I lost....