The family he always wanted

24.

"What is it TenTen?" They were alone in the storage room and TenTen furrowed her eyebrows, she seemed anxious like she was afraid to speak.

"I'm worried about you Hina." Her shoulders tensed and her breath became uneasy bc she didn't know what she was gonna say at that moment. "W-Why?"

"Are you sure that..." she paused mid-sentence.
"You want Sasuke to be your donor...?"

Hinata's expression turned blank looking down with a sad frown not believing that she had to think abt it, just yesterday she was sure.

But right now, today, she questioned herself.

She hadn't been completely honest with herself as to why she desperately wanted a baby in the 1st place.

Children were mean to her abt her eyes, her father was tough the majority of the time, & he belittled everything she did, all while being extremely strict.

Neji always made her feel horrible abt her position in their bloodline, every time she tried to voice her opinion he would cut her off, not just him but also her father. Which caused her stuttering problem, kids at the academy thought she was weird, due to her timid nature, & again her eyes.

Ino, Sakura, and TenTen were her friends but they weren't that close considering Ino & Sakura were besties & TenTen spent most of her time with her other 2 teammates most of the time.

So she didn't have that much interaction with the girls but she did spend a lot of her time with Kiba & Shino. They never made fun of her speech impediment, her white eyes, or how timid she was. Experiencing the utmost kindest things with them, those were her true friends & she loved them like brothers & that's how they acted towards her.

The 1st kind gesture she experienced was with Naruto he found her crying in the snow & brought her back home & that other time when he stood up for her from those bullies. Call her a crazy lil girl who didn't know anything abt 'love', but she's loved him ever since that day, honestly.

She saw how the village treated him when he was just a child, like some sort of villain who didn't belong. But seeing him be resilient and a goofy kid at heart, who loved his friends & the village that shunned him anyways, inspired her to the core.

Being in his presence always caused her to get tongue-tied, blush, and lose consciousness.

He was just so cute to her and her heart always sped up, beating outside of her chest, whenever he was near or close to her. She couldn't help it.

But once they grew up and she confessed her feelings to him she got the boy/man of her dreams, but then he just broke up with her out of the blue.

That feeling of rejection bought her back to when she was a kid. The feeling of not ever being good enough, the feeling of abandonment, the feeling of loneliness.

And that was it...

The reason why she wanted a baby was bc she just wanted someone, anything, that would love her back. Not saying that no one in the village or her immediate family didn't love her, just... she wanted, no she NEEDED to feel like something belonged to her, solely her. Something that would never leave.

And that's when it hit her... she needed therapy, not a baby, bringing 1 into the world would've been solely for her selfish reasons.

"Hina..." tenten cupped her shoulders.
"Where did you go, just now?"

She immediately broke down in tears and hugged her. "I-I changed my mind." she sniffled
"I d...on't want a baby right now."

TenTen held her in her arms, in embracement as she quietly consoled her.
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Sasuke appreciated Kiba and Shino for being Hinata's protectors.

Neji silently was her protector also. Even tho she and him didn't appear to be close at all.

He and her comrades conversed amongst each other and they pretty much explained to him what they thought they could do to him if he was to ever 'hurt' her. Jealousy burned deep inside him bc he felt like he was all the protection she needed.
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1 hr passed and he started wondering where in the hell Hinata was again. The emergency lights shined bright throughout the place. So he got up looking for her and this caught a certain someone's eye.

"Looking for Hinata?", she said sultry pressing her breast against his cloak. He looked down at her with a cold gaze. "Because I can help you find her", she kept her voice low and bit her bottom lip.

And it didn't take her long to run her hand down his bulge. She grabbed it, giving it a hard squeeze and it twitched against her palm.

He closed his eyes for a sec & his breath got heavy.

His desire was still growing even stronger for Hinata but Sasuke still was just only 1 man.

He opened his eyes again and spoke to her in a low husky voice. "Come help me find her."