The family he always wanted

42.

A cool breeze blew thru the open windows as they both sat in the dining area, Hinata was thinking abt last night.

Tho it made her feel good she couldn't escape this feeling of... vulnerability.

She felt too many emotions at once & wanted to talk abt it with him.

Sasuke eyed her solemnly with darkened orbs wondering what was going thru her mind at the moment.

Last night had him on cloud 9 but he needed to know if what she said was true, needing more than words of affirmation.

He needed acts of service, praise, and all of her undivided attention.

There's a fear itching in his palms & that's her leaving him it's insane how many times he visualized, imagined, and seen her doing that very thing.

Too bad for her he would prevent every lil thing from that happening and no amount of tears would stop him from doing so!

There would only be 1 way he would ever allow her to leave-

"Sasuke?"

He snapped from his deep thoughts. "Hn?"

She took a deep breath before swallowing.
"Can we... talk about what happened?"

He finished the last of his coffee folding both hands, straightening his shoulders & looking directly into her eyes.

She already felt awkward but seeing him do that brought back a nervousness that she thought she lost.

"Um.. last night was.. nice." He squinted his eyes, trying to read her emotions.

Where was she going with this?

Hinata didn't know why but the dreaded feeling of anxiety sparked up in her.

"I'm not on birth control." she breathed deeply once more before continuing. "So I think that we should use protection or you should take it out before you..."

"You don't want my kid?"

She immediately waved her hands in defense.
"No, no, no it's not that. It's just I don't wanna get pregnant right now..."

"That's pretty hilarious considering that just last year you were craving it."

Sasuke came off as inconsiderate with that mocking tone which hurt her feelings.

She sank her head, slouching her shoulders letting the state of grief take over. "That's true but I had issues."

This all sounded like bs to him bc what kinda issues could she possibly have?

He got up from his seat & went straight to her, kneeling on both knees, placing his head on her stomach.

"You're gonna have my babies, all of them and that's the end of it."

"Sasuke, I'm not saying that I don't want your kids.. I'm just saying that we're both still young, and-"

"Don't make me repeat myself, princess."

He said that as a demand before kissing her on the forehead.

Hinata didn't like this bc it sounded like a threat & she didn't wanna be afraid in her own home.
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Later that evening Sasuke left to go meet up with Naruto for drinks, telling Hinata not to go anywhere.

Some hrs went by & the sun was still out when she tried entertaining herself by reading a book, which was very long but she was bored.

He couldn't have thought that she would just sit in the house all day doing nothing, could he?