dnf oneshots

depressed

ive been feeling really bad these last couple of months.i've been having really bad episodes and i just feel shitty,so i thought why not replace me with george and write a oneshot?

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george has depression.after Dream came into his life,it's been so much better,but depression is depression.he still has rough times.one day,george is going through a rough day and Dream,being the wonderful boyfriend he is,helps george through his rough day.

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georges pov

i groan as i slowly start opening my eyes for the fifth time this morning.my eyes struggle to stay open as the sun is peaking through from the slightly open curtain behind my bed.i can hear faint talking sounds coming into my room,most likely from a movie.i slightly move my head to the left to look at my clock,which says 3pm.i don't want to get up.i've gone back to sleep 4 times this morning and i want to again.i realise im most likely going to go through an episode.during my episodes,i usually rewear the same clothes,so i got up and put on fresh clothing to prep for the upcoming deep episode.i brush my teeth and i go right back into bed.

my eyelids started getting heavy again and i was about to fall asleep,when the sound of knocking shot me awake.i didn't answer and soon enough the door creaked open.i slightly look over to the door and see Dream standing there with a worried expression on his face.i put my head back into the pillow and close my eyes again.

Dreams pov

i walk into the room as his eyes met with mine.he looks so small on the giant bed,curled up on one side.its 3pm and im getting worried,he even went to sleep early.i watch as he puts his head on his pillow,ignoring my presence.i look at the boy with pity as i slowly realise hes most likely having an episode.

i walk over to the bed and sat down.i move his hair back from his forehead "hey,baby how are you?" i whispered,now rubbing his shoulder.

"fine" george said,his voice cracking.

"can i lay with you?" i asked,not wanting to do something george doesn't wanna do.not that it's anything serious,laying with him,but during an episode you gotta be careful with everything.

george slightly nodded and i wasted no time before getting under the covers with him.i sneak my arm around his waist,pressing my chest against his back.i put my chin on his head,his fluffy hair tickling my jaw.georges hands are next to his head,resting together.

  i take one of his hands,holding it tightly with mine.he doesn't respond,just lets me hold his hand.

we lay on the bed in silence for a few minutes before i broke it "do you want me to make you breakfast?" i ask,my voice soft so i don't make him feel like he has to do it.

"not hungry" george replies,looking down at our tangled hands.

"please?you don't have to eat all of it.even if it's just one bite" i squeeze his hand tighter

george sighs and nods.i kiss his temple and set him free,going downstairs to make some breakfast for the both of us.well,lunch for me. i cook two egss and four bacon.i put them on plates and get two glasses of water.i carry them upstairs and give one plate to george,setting the other one down on the nightstand before getting comfortable in the bed and picking up my plate.

"can we watch something?" george asked and i grabbed the remote

"of course,what do you wanna watch?" i turned on the TV,scrolling.

"that one looks good" i put on the one he asked for and we started watching it.

i took my first bite of the food and it was so good.i don't mean to brag,but im a great cook.

i looked over at george who was picking on the food.he grabbed some eggs and put them close to his mouth,hesitating.he looked frustrated and eventually gave up,putting the fork down.

"i can't,im sorry" george said,his voice sad,on the verge of crying

"yes,you can.i know you can" i grabbed his hand,rubbing it with my thumb.

george sniffled and picked up the fork again,quickly stuffing the food in his mouth before he changed his mind.he slowly chewed,a tear falling from his eye.he swallowed the food and i wiped the tear from his cheek with my thumb.

i know george doesn't like being looked at when he's eating,so i turned my focus back on the movie.

after 5 minutes i looked back and saw that he took a few more bites  "i don't want it anymore im sorry"george said,his voice low and soft.

i took his plate and handed him some water "that's okay,im so proud of you"

george drank his water and set it aside.i drank mine and stood up,carrying our plates downstairs.i quickly washed them and went back upstairs.i got into the bed and layed down.george snuggled closer and i smiled,wrapping my arm around his shoulder,moving him closer.his head was on my chest,both of his arms resting on my stomache.

about 30 minutes into the movie,george fell asleep.i looked down on my boyfriend,studying,adoring his features.i never notices before,but he has freckles.i smiled and turned off the lights,nuzzling closer to george and closing my eyes,falling asleep with my george.