Everyone Screams To Things Unseen

A child is soon to be born.

The doctor smeared the gel all over my tummy, as the image on the ultrasound machine became clear. I studied along with the doctor as we searched the screen. Its a baby girl she spoke as an excited grin began to firm upon her face. I became fearful at the news she had delivered to me. The fear that bewildered me in regards to bringing a beautiful innocent baby girl into the world full of perverted demonic evil killers was the worst feeling and terrifying reality that I have encountered thus far! How will I protect her I thought to myself? How will I make sure that in a world full of evil, manipulation, and fear that she could ever be truly safe? The world is dangerous and full of death! How can God entrust me with an innocent child to protect? Not only a vulnerable child but a vulnerable girl! One of the most abused creatures are the ones that dont have the capability of fighting back. I have done things wrong in regards to having this child outside of wedlock and the timing is terrible, I am poor, I am ashamed. How on earth will i protect her from the dangers of society in this 21st century nightmare? How will I bring this young lady up safely in pools of perversion while keeping her seperated, sanctified, and set apart from the wolves in sheeps clothing that desire to kill? Thank you I said with a sigh to Mrs. Ultrasound doctor as she removed the wires from my stomach, I got up, I arose and began to put my clothing back on taking the hideous hospital gown off all while the Woman congradulated me. I turned towards her with a look of confusion on my face while tilting my head as I stared at the doctor perplexed when suddenly the words that flew out of my mouth into existance before I could swallow them back up again came up....its not going to be a celebration (I spoke with fear in my being as a lump in my throat began to swell) raising this little girl is going to be a freight fest for me! To protect this innocent girl from the maddness that goes on here on this earth and in this realm of reality will be a challenge and i will never gain full control over her surroundings so i am not excited I exclaimed to my doctor! Im afraid! The horror her eyes could possibly be victim to freaks me out! I Dont think for a moment that I will ever be at peace from the time she is born til I expire I thought as I made my way through the sliding glass doors gladdened to be escaping the realities of ultrasound facts and "fake happy gender news delivery doctors" who repeat themselves every single day telling moms what gender their baby is while robotically congradulating preagnant woman hourly.