The last five to six years I've been waking up every morning feening for a hit- just desiring to get high with every moment of time I have so I can escape from the reality that is my life yet what if I created my reality to be so eventful- so meaningful that I would never touch the dope again- I would become so fulfilled with my own life that just waking up and being would be sufficient- I want to get to a place where I can find purpose and have it as I call it my own- my very own purpose themed life. I'm tired of crying over lost friends who have abandoned me- im tired of trying to find my biological Mother who abandoned me as well- I want to jump into happiness and not merely find my purposeful endeavors through a Television show and or phone screen as it provides me with entertainment- I want more than something that merely just helps to pass time.
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Everyone Screams To Things Unseen
NonfiksiThe diary of a woman struggling to navigate clearly through life in 21st century America as the lines between the natural and spiritual world become blurred.
