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____________________________________Backstory: You and Regie have been dating for 2 years now. All of the boys know about you and like having you around. You've never slept over because you have a condition that makes you have really bad nightmares some nights called parasomnia.You can't control and it's random so you didn't want to risk it but Regie finally convinced you today.
~Current Time ~
Setting: Regie's carI am sitting here in the passenger's seat of Regie's car twiddling my thumbs in nervousness. My overnight bag sits on the back seat, mocking me. I bite the skin on my lip and look out the window anxiously. I guess Regie notices my uncomfortable state since he put his free hand on my shaking thigh. I am pulled out of my thoughts by the touch and look at him. He is lookinh at the road with a worried expression."Everything alright babe?" He asks eyes still glued to the front.
"Yes of course" I state in response with a smile. "Are you sure?" Regie asks. I give a reassuring head nod and 'mhm' as I turn back to the window. 5 or so minutes pass and we pull up to the NSB house. I get out of the car, grab my bag, and walk tobthe front door. Regie opens for me and walk over the door frame. I am greeted with a smiling Oliver. "Hi Y/N, nice to see you" Oliver says as he comes in for a hug. I happily oblige since Oliver is like a brother to me. We pull away and he waved as he disappears upstairs.
Just then Regie comes up from behind me. He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my neck softly. "Let's go up to my room" he says and I just nod and follow him stairs. Once in his room I sit down my bag on a chair and flip onto Regie's bed. "Your bed is so comfortable" I say slightly muffled since my face is in the duvet. I hear Regie chuckle and he sits next to me on the edge of the bed. I get up and sit next to him. A few seconds pass before Regie speaks first. "So what do you want to do?" He asks.
"I'm actually so hungry" I admit while putting my hand on my stomach. "okay I'll order some food" Regie says as he pulls out his phone. "Panda Okay?" He asks but already knows the answer. "Of course" I say as I flop back down on the bed. After about 5 minutes Regie sighs and puts his phone down and turns to me. "It's ordered" he states before laying down cuddling into me. We just lay there enjoying each other's presence. I love moments like this. Laying here, hoping each other like this. It feels like all is right with the world.
I get a little too comfortable and start to drift off to sleep when suddenly I hear Regie's voice. "Mm wanna watch a movie?" I jolt my eyes open and yawn quietly. "Sure" I state a little higher pitched. With that Regie reaches over to his nightstand to grab the remote to his tv and turns it on. "Do you care what we watch?" He asks still staring at the screen. "Nope" I say as I back up and my back on the headboard and get under the duvet. After picking a movie, Regie lays beside me. About 20 minutes into the movie, Regie gets a text telling him that the food is here. He gets up and goes to get it. I get up and sit on top of the covers, ready to eat. I hear my stomach start to growl as Regie re-enters the room with the food. ¨Alright¨ he says with a smile while setting the food down on the bed in front of me.
We eat the food together and finish watching the movie. We laugh, talk, and just chill for about an hour after the movie goes off. Regie then put another movie on as background noise and we both lay on his bed cuddling into each other just on our phones enjoying each other's presence.
About half way through the second movie I begin to drift off to sleep yet again but this time I slip into a deeper sleep than before. At first I don't dream at all. It's a nice peaceful sleep in the arms of my loving boyfriend.
~Time Skip~
I wake with a jolt. I had a nightmare. But this one wasn't nearly as bad as my others. I dreamt that I was falling. I look around the room and it is dark. Regie is fast asleep. I pick up my phone to check the time and see that it's 3:00am. I sigh and put my hand on my chest. My breathing is a little fast so I try to take some deep breaths to calm myself down so that I can go back to sleep. This has happened many times before so I am used to the feeling. I am just glad that it wasn't bad and I did not wake Regie. The last thing I want is for him to know about my nightmare problem. I know that he would understand and would try to help but that's just the thing. I don't want to burden him with my problems. I don't want him to feel like I'm taking his kindness for granted.
Soon enough I calm myself down and am able to lay back down. Cuddle up to Regie and close my eyes. A little later I begin to drift off once again.
~Time Skip again~
I am waken up by Regie shaking my and the sound of his concerned voice shouting my name. I open my eyes and realize that I am screaming. Without being fully awake and realizing that my dream was all fake, I grab Regie quickly and pull him into a right hug as I sob into his chest. "Baby what's wrong?" Regie asks incredibly concerned., I thought you were dead" I say through my sobs. "What are you talking about? I'm right here" He tells me while rubbing soothing circles into my back. He continues to reassure me and whisper sweet nothings into my ear until stop crying. "Just take some deep breaths" Regie tells me and I listen. This is the first time I've ever had someone with me when I've had a nightmare since I stopped liking with my mom.
Once I calm down I pull away from Regie and look down. I am too embarrassed to make eye contact. "I'm so sorry that you had to dal with that, Regie" I tell him before putting my head in my hands. "You don't have to apologize. Just tell me what happened" he tells me reassuringly. Oh god I love this man so much. I take a deep breathe and tell him everything. "I have parasomnia, which is a disorder that makes me have nightmares." I say looking him in the eye now. " so that's why you never wanted to sleep over?" Regie asks. "Yeah, I didn't want to burden you" I reply looking back down. "You are not a burden so don't ever think that you are" Regie says putting his hand on my shoulder l, making me look at him. "I love you no matter what" he finishes and I begin to cry. I'm just so overwhelmed with emotions. I always felt like I had to keep my disorder a secret to not make my problems other people's problems but Regie makes me feel so accepted and loved. "Aw babe, why are you crying" Regie asks holding me tightly. "I'm sorry, I just love you so much" I admit. "I love you too" Regie replies and he holds me close until I go back to sleep. This time a peaceful and dreamless sleep throughout the night.
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A/N: Hi again! I was supposed to get this chapter out before the last one but I finished the other one first. But look at me 2 chapters in like an hour. Be proud of me😂. Anygays, I love you guys so much. Thanks for reading and see you next time💕
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