Young Love

Insecure

(Play the song above!!)

For the rest of the day I stayed in my pod practicing my breathing like Tonowari wanted

I could feel it working but after awhile I got bored and wanted to explore the village so I did

The sun was setting soon so I thought it would be the perfect time to explore, not as many people would be out

I walked around the pods seeing everyone and their families get ready for the night, it made me feel a little empty inside, they all looked so happy, I always wished for something like that

Having Tonowari around made me forget that I was lonely, sure I had him there sometimes but he had his own family and had friends and a whole separate life and when he was gone I was alone again

I made my way to the cave that Tonowari had showed me so I could relax a bit

I got there and sat by the little pool of water and put my legs in, the cold water helping me a bit but it couldn't stop the tears from falling

I just wanted love was that so hard to ask for, I cried for what felt like hours just thinking of everything that happened back in the forest

I was so focused on my thoughts and crying I didn't noticed someone come in and sit next to me

"Hey angel"

I jumped and looked beside me shocked, I hated being seen crying so I looked away from him quickly wiping my face

But he grabbed my chin and made me look at him

"Hey what's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked and I could see the concern on his face

"It's.....its nothing"

"You can tell me, so what's wrong" he gently picked me up so I was sat in his lap again

"I'm so lonely, I see everyone here with their families and friends, having the life I always wanted what I always craved for, to feel safe and happy with a family" my lip started to quiver

"Oh my y/n, you will never be alone as long as I'm here, it hurts me to know that you never got the love you deserved or a place to feel secure, how about tomorrow I can introduce you to some of my friends and some people our age"

"I'd like that, thank you Tonowari, why do you treat me so good" I asked placing my arms around his neck

"Because you are like a little light that's come into my life, everytime I see you or even think of you I never want to be away, you make my heart beat uncontrollably, you make me think things about a woman that I've never thought about before, everything about you I want, but most importantly I want you to feel loved"

This man in front of me was everything I dreamed of at night when I prayed to Eywa to bring me my soulmate, someone who would love me infinitely and she answered my prayers

"You are the only one in my heart Tonowari, you'll always have my heart"

He smiled as he leaned his head against mine, it was a beautiful moment, as the nature around us started to come to life and glow and the night air blew through the cave, everything right now was perfect

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Guys Avatar has taken over my life, like I've been obsessed with stuff like I love Harry Potter and The walking dead and like teen wolf but like avatar is my life, I feel so connected to it, and it makes me sad that I'll never get to live like that or look like that, am I crazy or do you guys feel like this