Young Love

Sign from Eywa

Tonowari and I were walking back to our home, he held my hand the whole way, telling me how beautiful and amazing I was, I knew he was just trying to cheer me up and make sure that Ronal's words weren't swirling out of control in my thoughts

It helped but words hurt, doesn't matter if she was right or not, it hurt thinking that someone thought that about me, hearing things over and over so many times from different people, it kinda started to feel like my parents were always right about me, maybe everyone was right about me

Sure having Tonowari there to make me feel like a living goddess and worshipping the literal ground I walked on helped distract me for a while but at the end of the day when it was just me and my thoughts, those memories and words were still there reminding me of what I might truly be

We walked into our home, he walked to our basket to pick out some food to prepare and I just walked into our room, I just wanted to sleep, the day was stressful in every way

I laid on the bed, facing away from where Tonowari was out in the common area

I sighed in exhaustion, just hoping that this was the right this I've done, coming here

Tonowari's POV~🪸

I hated seeing her like this, I looked in to see her curled up on our bed

She did this when she was sad, she tries to hide herself away from me and I hate it, I just want to be happy but it's like Eywa won't give her a break

I finished eating and laid behind her, pulling her close

"Are you okay my love?"

"Mmmm I'm fine, just tired" she whispered

I draped my arm over her waist and placed my hand on her warm stomach, noticing a tiny buldge

Mother has told me of this before, of the early signs, but I knew she was carrying my child