Behind closed curtains [HYUNLIX]

eleven

Felix:

I awoke to the sunbeams hitting my face.

It's a beautiful day today.

I skipped to the bathroom and got ready for the day. Made myself look presentable and walked inside the dining hall.

The first thing I did was searching for Hyunjin and immediately found him.

His eyes scanned me rather hungrily and I retorted his gaze with the same amount of desire inside of my stomach.

I took a quick breath and speed walked towards my table. Luckily I would sit there on my own.

I sat down on my usual spot and let go of the breath I've been holding.

I tried to relax but my thoughts wouldn't let me.

Instead the picture of Hyunjin extremely close to my face appeared inside my head.

The memory had never left my head since the day it had happened. I kept thinking about it daily.

And with every day which had passed by, my desire for him would grow.

It had been eighteen days since he had slammed me against his damn door and all I wished for is for him to do it again.

But this time, I knew I wouldn't and couldn't stop myself.

I had long ago stopped to eye him carefully, pretty much since the day he had found out about my secret.

Since that day I would allow my gaze to be hungry. I allowed it to travel his lips and body. I even allowed my thoughts to go further.

Imagine his well built body and how it would feel like.

How his lips would taste like.

How his incredibly soft looking hair would smell like.

And how his hands would feel on my body.

They only were thoughts. So they wouldn't harm anyone. And they will most likely never happen anyway... so I didn't stop myself from imagining thinks I shouldn't.

I always had said to myself that those thoughts could never happen anyway but I've been questioning that statement lately... judging by the way how he would glance at me with the same amount of desire I was feeling.

Judging by the way he watched me during our training.

And by the way he would eat me with his eyes from time to time when he thought I wouldn't notice.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the said person suddenly approaching me.

He smiled at me widely and I returned that smile. Questioning what he would want from me.

"Good morning Yongbok.", he greeted me formally.

"Good morning prince Hyunjin."

"I was wondering if you could come to my room after breakfast? I need your opinion on a drawing I finished the other day. It wont take long, I promise."

Of course I couldn't deny his offer, "Sure.", I smiled.

"Great. I'm awaiting you in my room." And with these words and a bright smile, he left the dining hall.

I quickly finished my breakfast and hurried towards his room.

Eager to find out why he was really asking for me.

Since I couldn't believe his excuse about a drawing. We both knew that I wasn't really talented when it comes to art...

I turned around the corner to his room and lightly knocked on his door.