Behind closed curtains [HYUNLIX]

twenty-nine

Hyunjin:

I awoke to the sunbeams blinding my eyes, the birds could be heard outside and I felt Yongbok's back rising and falling steadily against my chest.

I was still embracing him in a tight hug, my head resting in the crook of his neck. His fluffy hair was lightly tickling my forehead.

Pulling him closer by his waist a light groan escaped his opened, plump lips.

I shifted myself onto one elbow, still hugging his waist tightly and admired his pretty features.

He's perfect.

From his soft, ruffled bed hair, to his cute, little nose. His gorgeous and adorable freckles were scattered over his soft, lightly pink cheeks. And his plump, well shaped lips were lightly parted, smiling a bit.

His lips captured my gaze once again and I admired them, seeing the smile growing across his cheeks.

As I was able to detach my eyes from them my gaze travelled onto his now opened, shiny eyes.

They held a whole galaxy inside them, shining warmly and bright with affection. I could have cried at his adorableness.

I could look at him the whole day and night and still be amazed by his beauty.

His once blonde dyed hair was clearly showing his black roots again, even though he had re-dyed his hair a few weeks ago, but I loved his hair right now.

It suited him so well. The blonde resembled his sunshine alike appearance with his heart warming smile and shiny eyes, his freckles and everything.

While the black roots resembled his strong heart and character, his beautiful mind and unique thoughts. With all his worries and all his creative ideas.

He had told me about his past a few weeks ago and he's such a strong person, not only physically but mentally as well, with all the shit he had to go through:

Growing up with strict parents and slowly learning that he's different from everyone else. Learning that he's attracted to men and not able to tell anyone about it. Being forced to date women because of society and still getting kicked out by his dad on his birthday.

(lets pretend Lix's birthday is in June for this okay? Thanks... whoops)

He could have been a strong king and fair ruler, one of the best ones if you asked me, but his dad didn't want him as the person he is.

I wished I could have met him earlier, I would have shown him the light of life and that its indeed worth fighting for, even though many people don't see it.

But he had to face it alone, without someone on his side. I'm so proud of him, for every day he had accepted his fate of waking up again and deciding to try.

And he had made it, he was able to grow and shine till today. Once he grew comfortable with himself he was able to face his parents again and live with his secret.

Till he was kicked out only for me to meet him. Only because of getting the chance of meeting him I'm really thankful for his dad kicking him out. I felt bad because of it.

But he seemed to be fine with it now as well and I couldn't be happier. He's like the light in my life, my oxygen, my everything.

I cant live without him. He's perfect.

I love him.

"Good morning, Hyunjinnie.", he smiled warmly at me. With the sun enlightening his eyes they shown a beautiful shade of light brown.