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Felix:

Scared that I would do something I would regret later.

It's the first time that he's so close to me since our last meeting two weeks ago and the desire was basically burning between us.

His hungry eyes travelled my face and body and stopped for a few seconds on my lips before he quickly turned his head away.

I tried to stay focused and calm. And actually made it with only eyeing him ten times and nearly jumping onto him to slam my lips on his for like four times.

I quickly finished breakfast and excused myself to head towards my room.

When I arrived I immediately yanked my shirt off my body. My whole body was burning and it was way too hot in all of those clothes.

Taking the chance I quickly showered in cold water, calming down my body heat.

Once I was done I headed towards training.

Only to find Hyunjin sitting in the shadows of the pines again. Fuck.

He hasn't done this for the last two weeks and I was really grateful for that.

But now he sat there again.

I just have to ignore him...

But he wasn't making it easy for me. Instead he even did something he never did before.

During the first half of the training he just sat there, eating me with his eyes, making the shower worthless since my body was burning again.

I was surprised that none of the others boys had noticed something in the way he would literally eat me with his damn pretty eyes. I guess they're all blind.

But its nothing new for me so I was able to continue with the training.

The trainer excused us for a short water break when I saw Hyunjin approaching him.

I couldn't hear what they were talking about but didn't really care about it either. Instead I rather drank something and took my drenched shirt off.

The sun was still frying us even though its mid September now.

I left my shirt behind and walked without it back onto the training field.

The teacher nodded at me when he noticed my presence while he still spoke with Hyunjin.

I saw how much Hyunjin was forcing himself to look away from me, he invested himself eagerly in his conversation with the trainer.

I decided to just sit down and wait for the others to gather on the field again.

Turns out I hadn't had to wait long since the trainer called them back after a few minutes.

"Come back again. Break is over.", he yelled at the others.

They immediately ran back onto the field and I stood up again.

I felt eyes burning down my skin and already knew who it was before I turned around to see Hyunjin shamelessly scanning my upper body.

"So for the next hour we will have the honour of prince Hyunjin attending our training.", the teacher announced. I was left in shock.

What does he mean by that?!

"Since he's a pretty perfectionist he wants to help you with your posture during the poses, so that you will be able to perfect them."

Everyone clapped in honour and I forced myself to clap my hands together.

This wont end well.

And I was correct, because as soon as the trainer started to lead the class again Hyunjin started to go around and correct one and the other student.

He came closer and closer till he stood in front of me. And of course he caught me practising my worst figure.

"Morning Yongbok, I noticed you're struggling with this figure.", he greeted professionally, while his eyes lingered on mine, trying their best to focus on my eyes and not my lips.

"Yes.", I admitted. He wanted to play? Fine. Let me join his game.

"Look, just straighten your back a bit more, then you'll have more balance so it should be easier to do the movements quickly."

I did as I was told and he was actually right.

But I still struggled with the figure.

He noticed it and made me do it over and over again, eyeing me carefully.

I was burning under his gaze mixed with emotions. I saw surprise and admiration in it but mostly desire.

"Okay I think I see your problem now.", he finally spoke up.

I stopped mid motion and looked at him.

He was stepping closer and my heart jolted up.

"Try to relax your body, you're tensed. But for the figure your muscles should be relaxed.", he recommended. I already knew that but I automatically tensed when he had stepped closer.

He now stood right behind me.

When he suddenly touched my bare left shoulder.

I lightly jumped and felt shivers running through my hot body.

"Relax.", he told me his breathing tickling my sensitive skin, while he touched my right shoulder as well.

"Try to relax Yongbok, you're tensing again."

I took a deep breath when a thought hit me.

He's playing a dangerous game right now, but who says he's the only player in this game?

"Sorry.", I apologized but didn't relax my tensed body.

"Don't worry, but try to relax, okay?"

"Can you show me the original figure? I keep forgetting it.", I questioned, looking him in the eyes.

He quickly showed it and I nodded.

"Thank you, but I think I still need your help. Do I have to lift my arm like this?", I teasingly lifted my arm, "Or like this?"

"Wait let me help you.", he stated and took place behind me.

He was now taking my arm and guided it into the right posture. He was so close to me that I could sense the warmth his body was radiating behind me.

We kept doing this till he seemed satisfied.

But all I felt was the wish to search for the nearest bathroom since he had made sure to touch my skin longer and more careful than he had to.

He had made sure to be close to my body the whole time.

And he had made sure to rather whisper his recommendations into my ear instead of saying them aloud.

God this man is not good for my sanity!

We somehow agreed on stopping this thing between us only two weeks ago even though nothing serious had really happened between the two of us but here we are now, only two weeks later craving for each others attention and touch.

And I knew he was desperately searching for contact between our bodies, his body language gave him away.

I knew it would only be a matter of time for the both of us to give in to our bodies needs. But I never would have guessed that our breaking point would be today's evening... 

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