My Love -lo'ak sully x fem oc

chapter 7

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i was in a trance while walking back and fourth outside kiri's marui, ronal trying to bring her back as she fell unconscious.

i just couldn't stop about the vision, i'm so scared. does that mean that neteyam was going to die? i don't want neteyam to die! he's like a brother to me i can't let that happen to him.

eywa has showed me this for a reason, to stop it. and i need to stop it somehow. if only i knew when it was going to happen.

i mentally groaned still stressed about everything. i couldn't talk to anyone about it! i mean the first person that came to mind was kiri but i can't talk to her can i?

lo'ak came from inside the marui looking for me, when he saw that i was walking back and fourth he walked towards me.

he put his hands on my shoulders to stop me from moving "hey it's okay she's going to be okay" lo'ak tried to assure me.

truth is that's not what i'm really bothered about- i mean yeah kiri too obviously but neteyam.. gosh i don't want him to die. i'll blame myself guilty for the rest of my life if i knew about it and couldn't stop it.

"no that's.." i can't tell him.. no of course i can't. he's going to go insane if i'd tell him that, his sister is already unconscious.

he gave me a look to continue, i sigh "yeah i know she's going to be fine" it pisses me off i can't talk about it with lo'ak, i've literally told him everything the passed month. almost months.

what about neteyam? should i tell him? eywa help me please.

i know! what if i go back to the home tree? eywa has to show me more-

i was too lost in thought that i didn't hear lo'ak call my name multiple times.

"nymeria! what's going on? you're acting weird" he tried to touch my chin but i pulled away slightly.

his eyes widened seeing that i've never done that before, to pull away from him was cruel to him.

"i- it's just that.." i ran a hand over my hair, fuck i can't tell him "what is it? you can talk to me nym.." he got closer.

i was fucking loosing it, that i just couldn't talk to him and eywa was telling me not to, too. i could feel her.

"i'm sorry just this whole kiri thing.." i tried to lie but i knew he knew i was lying "is that all? kiri?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.

i nudged him with a nod "yeah promise" he hummed not fully convinced "okay well i'll go back in the marui, you can come if you want?"

i shook my head "no it's fine go" i had other plans, he nod kissed my cheek and left.

i need to wait for kiri first and tell her about my vision, then i'll see if i'd return to the home tree.

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kiri woken, i hugged and talked to her about her vision and what she saw, i just kept smiling and nodding while not saying anything.

it was night and we were sat down by the docks, the freckles lighting on our bodies, and the glowing fishes in the water making twirls around our feet.

kiri saw i was kinda out of it so she touched my arm.

"what is it nym? i see you're not your usual self, did something happen while i was out?" i nod with a nervous smile.

"before you could have your concussion, at the home tree i had a vision" i started telling her about my vision and what i saw and about neteyam.

"i'm scared i don't want neteyam to die" kiri held my hand in hers "hey we don't know for sure if that's what eywa meant-" i cut her off

"yes but what if that's exactly what she wanted to show me? i know war is close, too close i can feel it" i said with a sad look on my face.

she squeezed my hand in hers "why don't you go back to the home tree? maybe it'll show you the answer you seek" i sigh while shaking my head.

"i'm afraid. what if it shows me the worst part, that maybe i can't do anything about it or maybe someone else will die i just- i just don't want to go yet but i will" she nod with a small smile.

"well please tell me what you saw when you do" i nod returning the smile, we continued chatting for some more before we both made our way to the marui.

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SHORT CHAPTER SORRY BUT I GOT A GOOD ONE COMING!! don't forget to vote if you likedd ittt.