"this is stupid, irresponsible and stupid-"
"i'm fucking in love with you and you're calling this stupid and irresponsible?"
"no, don't blame love for this lo'ak.. don't"
!WILL WRITE BOOK 2 WHEN AVATAR 3 WILL COME OUT!
x-started on 14.01...
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-nymeria's pov (continuing from last chapter)
"i cannot believe this, my daughter, my flesh and blood disobeying my simple rules!" my mom overdramatized the whole situation in front of my dad.
thank eywa he knows how she always overreacts at everything so he asked if what she was saying was true.
"dad i barely even talked to him, we were playing around and he's friends with rotxo and ung so it's obvious he'll be around me" i tried my best to explain in a calm tone, so my dad could believe me and not my mom.
you see some people from the village started talking about me and lo'ak and my mom started getting suspicious so she told me to stay away from lo'ak.
she only approved of neteyam since she basically cares for him more than me.
but i don't like neteyam like that.
she always scolded me because i was supposed to be with ronal, having another teaching of hers but i skipped it to hang out with my friends.
my dad sighed "i believe you my daughter but your mother is worried for you, that lo'ak boy had made you different" i scoff offended.
"different? dad in two days my life will change! it's not lo'ak who's making me different, it's having to be something i don't want to be! it's the pressure and stress of being a tsahik though i don't want to be–"
my words were silenced by my mother's slap across my face, i looked at her with shock in my eyes. touching the place she has hit with my hand gently.
i could feel the tears forming in the corner of my eyes from the painful impact, my mother has never slapped me ever since i was 10.
i was speechless and as for my dad who looked at his mate with furrowed eyes then back at me seeing how i was still not moving and just staring at my mother.
seeing the anger in her boiling eyes.
"you do not speak of your fate like this! and i will not let that stupid boy ruin everything we've worked for just because you're being childish"
my throat was aching, the lump that was being formed was fuming and my eyes felt like they were on fire.
"you will be tsahik and this is final. from now on you will not spend time with anyone besides ronal and inside this home." she shot me her empty eyes at me, looking at me like i was nothing to her.
like i wasn't her own daughter.
"and if i see you with that sully boy again, i will disown you before eywa" she spat the words like knives into my heart before stepping out of the marui.
my dad standing there watching me, i look down to my hands seeing they were starting to shake and my knees were becoming weak.
i look up to my dad in pure pain, he frowned at me lowering his eyes "i am sorry my child, we shall prepare everything for your ceremony"
