Glimpse Of Us

Premier

After a couple of hours of Glam both myself and Chris are ready to leave for the premier. Chris manager takes a couple of photos of us for my Instagram before leaving. As we walk through the lobby to the car outside waiting Chris locks his fingers with mine, both sides of the street are filled with paparazzi waiting to catch a glimpse of us. As we exit the building we're blinded by flashing lights, Chris helps me into the car then climbs in himself.

As we get to the Red carpet, Chris manager talks him through the interviews he'll be doing before going into the screening of the movie. We step onto the red carpet posing together for the flashing lights, Chris wraps his arm around my waist as he smiles for the camera's. His manager directs him to the interviewer waiting, I head inside whilst I wait for him to return. I grab a drink and sit at a near by table as I edit the photo of myself and Chris, I smile to myself as I set it as my home screen.

Around 30 minutes later I wander the hallways looking for the bathroom when I'm stopped in my tracks, I hear Chris talking to someone but I turn around to go back to the bar before I hear my name being mentioned, I frown and listen.

"Listen Charlotte, I really like Shannon. We've been spending a lot of time together. I don't know why you've came all the way here for the premier, i've moved on. You should too."

I peek around the corner where Chris is stood with Charlotte, she looked amazing. She was definitely a model. I watch as she runs her hand over Chris chest then wrap her arms around his neck pulling his lips onto hers.

I swallow the lump in my throat as I wait to see what Chris would do, of course he's going to push her away and turn her down. Oh how I was wrong.

I watched as Chris places his hands on her waist pulling her body closer and deepening the kiss. I thought he liked me.

I can't stomach to stand watching them kiss anymore as I make my way towards the closest exit, I come across the driver who brought us here and ask him to take me home which he of course agrees to.

As I sit in the back of the car I chew the inside of my cheek trying to stop the tears from falling, I grab my phone texting Chris before arriving home.

'Went home. Not feeling very well, enjoy tonight'

Almost instantly Chris tries calling, I decline the call as I climb out the car. After getting home I take my dress and shoes off setting them aside to be returned tomorrow and getting into a comfy lounge set. I climb into bed sighing as I unlock my phone to see I have multiple missed calls and texts from Chris. I turn my phone off as I try to get some sleep, a couple of hours later I was awake again making some tea and toast before climbing back into bed and flicking through Netflix.

I sit and wonder, is this what heartbreak feels like?