Neteyam's blue love

(Part 5):

(So sorry that I didnt submit this long, but I was facing some mental issues, but I am back now! Thanks for the reads you guys!)
(No one's POV:)

Neytiri left because Tuk was in need for her, and Neteyam got left with his mind, and mind only. But then he got flashbacks from earlier...

(- That's wrong, we shouldn't be doing this!)

He felt bad for what he shouted at Ao'nung, so he thought he hurt him, but was it true? There is only one way to find out.

(Neteyam's POV:)

It's already late, but I just can't stop thinking about how rude I acted. I'm really sorry for my words, I should make it up to him tomorrow!..Or maybe even now, but how? - I tought to myself. "I think I should write him a card/letter"

-The minicard-

Hi, Ao'nung. Meet me at Central Beach
at 12 AM.

(End of his POV:)

Neteyam still wasn't sure of what he was gonna exactly do with Ao'nung at midnight, but you know immature teenagers, am I right? He could've just told him to meet up at some place, any time but not midnight.. I mean who meets up at 12 in the morning, really?

And there he goes.. off to Ao'nung's big ass hut. Fortunatelly he wasn't home yet so Neteyam just put the minicard ontop of his bed and quickly ran off with anxiety pouring out of his heart - maybe with a sprinkle of excitement.

(Ao'nung's POV:)

God damn it! I feel terrible - I just got rejected, man... from the only person I've ever grown feelings for. Dad always told me to act heartless, I mean not just act; be heartless for that teenage lover stuff - rejection, break ups, girls and other shit. Little does he know I have my eyes on a boy.. Back on topic though; I can not be heartless for him. Even tho I got rejected once (it hurt a lil') I'm ready to get rejected twice for... HIS love.

"I probably have to do something now" I mumble under my breath, licking a tear drop off my upper lip. "I still want him, even tho it hurts." I say as I kick some rock on the sandy ground...

I think what I'm gonna do to fix up things between Teyam and I is- Fuck. (He just likes to curse) I just know he doesn't like me.. (..and here we go again) How can I be so stupid? This boy drives me crazy I just want him to-

(He is so real with these moodswings)

(End of Ao'nung's POV:)

So Ao'nung came to the conclusion to just "casually" show up at midnigh at Neteyam's hut to have a little talk, even tho his lover boy had similar plans, but his blind ass couldn't see or find the card on his bed. It's just messed up, I know.

(At exactly 23:40 PM:)

Neteyam was surely enough confident for the meet up.. He practised his apology speech, made his self a little check-off list with the things he wants to talk about (He is so careful with the things he does for the people he loves. BF material 🤭)

Ao'nung was the complete opposite. Well maybe he did aswell practise a speech too, but on the way to his house. When he arrived, he managed to have a little sneak-peak through the window in Neteyam's room only to see he wasn't in bed or not even at the house.

(Neteyam's POV:)

I was at Central Beach by 23:55 PM and hoped that he will show up. I waited and waited but no one came.

"He maybe thought that card was strange..." I said, discouraging myself "Man I really got prepared for this meet up" I frowned at my own feelings for him. Maybe I hurt him deep, but how would he know it's me who wrote the card? He could've just showed up to see his'self who stands behind this.

(End of Neteyam's POV:)

My boy felt unappriciated... But how would Nung know? Neteyam sadly left the beach with his mind at it's lowest. He hoped for love really..and Ao'nung was kind of his first.

As he was getting closer and closer back to his hut, to go cry it off in bed he noticed a shadow, seems like trying to get into his house.

"HEY YOU!!! WAIT THERE!!" Neteyam shouted as he threw the nearest heavy rock at the "intruder's" head and he immediatelly fell down uncontious to the ground.

Neteyam ran fast to the body only to see it's... Ao'nung?? "NO.. This couldn't be... What have I done?!" Neteyam started to enter panic mode like he has never ever before. His skin turned pale with the thought that he might have actually killed the person who he had feelings for and the person who he had hurt the same day without leaving an apology..

"SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! ABSOLUTE SHIT" Neteyam cried out hugging Ao'nung's body.

(Kinda rough but this will do for Part 5!! Bye guys love ya <3)