28: okkotsu and yua (2)
Alt. Title: ⚠️⚠️⚠️ ehe, the smut chapter y'all prolly be waiting for
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It felt like he dreamed for a very long time.
Starting from when he met Satoru at a young age up until he lost contact with a young Yuuta. His memories played back from the start, slowly catching up to the present. From when he and Satoru became 'brothers'. When he and Satoru made memories together like going to the amusement park.
To the times they watched documentaries together and when Satoru taught him things that he should have known as a child. Although it had been years, every time he recalls a particular memory, the pain always becomes fresh, as if the wound in his heart opened up and bled like crazy.
When his mother died, Zenin Shihori died as well.
He took up the surname Yua, and left that accursed Zenin Clan behind. If it weren't for the twins, Maki and Mai, he would never again step into the Zenin compound. Hell, he wouldn't even go to Kyoto anymore just to have nothing to do with them.
As for his cousin, Toji, that bastard was the closest blood-related family he had before the twins were born but that guy left the clan without a word. So, when he heard from Satoru that Toji died by his hands, Yua Shihori didn't mind. That guy lived life the way he wanted it to be.
Toji wasn't obligated to look after him either so what was the point of getting worked up because that bastard died?
Then again, Shihori did feel a little lonely, even when his cousin left behind two children.
Yua Shihori did not know how long he slept but it felt like a lifetime. When he opened his eyes, darkness greeted him. It was a familiar darkness, one that had been helping him since he was young. The dark was cold yet comfortable, giving him a sense of security that no one could give him.
Just as he had this thought, something tightened around his waist.
Ah.
He knew he forgot what else he dreamed about.
Okkotsu Yuuta.
This youth who had been clingy since day one.
Gaze landing on the youth's sleeping face, Shihori admitted that yes, he was attracted to this youth who has yet to reach of age. It was disgusting, and it was wrong but the thought of pushing Yuuta away did not cross his mind.
In all his life, the only moment when he turned selfish, when he chose himself above all else, was when he left the Zenins and took up the surname Yua. Since then, he lived every day doing either suicidal missions or learning how to properly be a nurse.
When his mother died, he lost the will to train as a sorcerer.
But as a youth who abandoned what he had and lost all that he cared for, Shihori needed something to make him feel... anything. Because when his mother took her own life, Shihori had grown numb, to the point that when he decided to take his own life, he didn't feel a single thing.
If Satoru had not arrived, perhaps he would be buried right next to his mother.
So, this time, when he did feel something, after years of searching for it, he hesitated. It was because the reason behind it was none other than Okkotsu Yuuta.
When they kissed that night several months ago, Shihori sensed a hint of possession in his own actions. At that time, epiphany hit him like a bitch.
He loved his friends.
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Teen Fiction|slight yandere| o. yuuta x y. shihori Okkotsu Yuuta once lost what was important and never had the courage to bring it back. But when he met that person again, so unexpectedly at the college, he decided that there was nothing more important than th...
