Life has never been easy for Suzu Ramos and moving to Korea had been the best thing to happen to her. That is, until a homicidal maniac in a mask started terrorizing the city and those around her. What happens when she realizes those close to her ar...
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19 | all the chaos
When the sound of her first alarm blared through the speaker of her phone, vibrating inside her pocket, Suzu jolted awake. She hurriedly rushed to shut it off as she forced herself to sit up, eyes fluttering open. It took two glances at her surroundings for things to process. Confusion set in at the familiar bedroom. She was alone in Taehyung's room.
As if the thought alone scared her, she was jumping off the bed walking straight to the door. She looked around for Taehyung, eyes landing on him in the kitchen. His usual fluffy bed head and puffy eyes. It's when he looked the most innocent. Her eyes darted to the living room, the couch now covered in a large comforter and pillow.
Taehyung looked over to her rubbing the sleep away from his lips tied eyes with fists, "You're awake, I was just gonna get breakfast started, sit down."
"What? No uh, I shouldn't be here," she said as she looked around for her things. She had memory of last night so she couldn't pin the blame on anyone but herself. First sign of a breakdown and she's running back to her ex boyfriend. The same ex boyfriend who just dumped her friend in the cruelest way possible. She's a piece of shit.
"Figured but thought I should try anyway," Taehyung said with a sigh as he watched her get her bag and keys, "Can we talk later?"
"No, I don't know, maybe?" Suzu rushed the words checking the time on her phone. If she rushed home and changed she might not be late to her first lecture. Taehyung didn't try and question her again, "So I'll call you later?"
"What?" She ignored him walking to the door. "I'm gonna call you," he repeated just as she shut the door in his face.
How could she be so stupid? Why would she run back to him like that when she was supposed to be hating him? When she got home she quickly changed and did her best and looking decent as she rushed to campus. She was a few minutes late to the course but the professor said nothing.
She spent her morning self-deprecate but she just couldn't help it. Some of things Yunha had said yesterday were true. She got over Mino way too quickly before messing around with Jungkook. She also didn't tell Yunha about Taehyung but the thing is, if she would have said anything would Yunha change her mind? All that happened was he got too controlling and possessive over her and that wouldn't seem like a big deal to someone new. But Taehyung would literally stalk her at work begging to talk or call her from unknown numbers nonstop. She couldn't even tell her that Taehyung was still in love with her because that was ridiculous.
Obviously Suzu knew he must've felt something for her still but then he was with Yunha so she didn't think that anymore. It was only when he'd start finding ways to talk to her alone that she'd start getting suspicious again. But she just couldn't come out to Yunha and say, 'oh hey your boyfriend is in love with me.'
To top it all of she went to Taehyung hoping to chew him out but what happens!?! She falls back into the same routine of getting mad then letting him comfort her. Falling asleep around him had been as natural as it was when they dated and that was a big mistake. With Taehyung there wasn't an in between. You're either all in or you're all out. If you give him even the slightest amount of leg room to get close again, he'd take more than given.
