TOP OF MY SCHOOL, KOTLC

Chapter 7

"If I failed to earn blue ribbon, how would I ever be forgiven?"

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Fitz waves goodbye at Dex and the twins as he walks up to the large estate he called home. It was big, sometimes to big to call home...Fitz turns and opens the huge gate. Then he begins to walk towards the glittering mansion, on the way he straightens his hair and clothes. He needed to look presentable in front of his family at least.

Opening the front door, he was greeted with an empty living room...Of course. Biana was probably at an impromptu meeting with mom and dad or something.

Fitz sighs, looking around, he proceeds to take his shoes of in favour of slippers when he sees someone come out of the kitchen and shooting him a stern glare. Fitz immediately straightens up, kicking his shoes to the side, "Father I-"

"Do you know what time it is?!" Alden growled, "It's way past your curfew. What are you thinking?! You know how much study time you'll have to make up for?" Fitz's eyes immediately fill with tears. But he blinks them away almost instantly, keeping a neutral face on. "Sorry father...Ill study now." He said but Alden shakes his head, "No, head to bed now. It's way past." Fitz nods, looking down and makes his way upstairs into his room, tuning out everything around him as a voice chants in his mind.

Useless, useless, useless, useless, useless

Fitz was halfway to just crying when he reached his room. He quietly went in, closing the door behind him then made his way and sat on his bed and just...stared at the floor. He didn't have much to say, he was just overwhelmed. It didn't help that his vision was getting blurry and his breath was getting into a quicker pace, he gripped his knees trying to calm down by breathing. He can do this, he can do this, he can-

Tears began streaming down his face, he gave up on trying to calm down and started bawling.

Fuck, fuck, fuck...

Fitz curled into himself and just...cried.

He was really a mess.

(So sorry for the short chapter)