I LOVE YOU {ChaeSoo|Rosé G!P}✔️

CHAPTER 8

Chaeyoung Pov

Lia can I talk to you I said to my daughter she's in the couch nag play sila ni Jisoo they look at me naman and nag smile si Jisoo sa akin.

Bakit po ano po pag uusapan natin Lia asked me  umupo naman ako sa tabi niya.

Lia I know na hindi ka comfortable kapag nasa paligid ako nakikita mo and I know nahihirapan ka na tawagin akong dad I understand it Lia I softly said to her she look at me and I smile to her.

Hindi kita pipilitin na tawagin akong dad but you can call me tita or auntie para naman maging comfortable ka kahit paano don't think na I'm your dad isipin mo nalang na tita mo ako okay ba yun sayo I calmly said kahit masakit tatanggapin ko yun para lang hindi maging awkward para sa kanya.

Chaeyoung your Lia father she can't called you like that Jisoo said looking at me I just smile at her.

That's totally fine Jisoo don't worry I'm okay with it as long na comfortable si Lia by the way your sister is coming on sunday and also my cousin kasama nila ang anak nila I said.

Really I didn't know na uuwi sila dito that girl hindi man lang sinabi sa akin aishhh Jisoo said in annoyed.

I chuckled baka gusto ka niya I surprised but oops nasabi ko sayo I said by the way Lia gusto mo ba ng party sa birthday mo kahit dito lang sa bahay pwede ba yun I ask her.

Lia look at me hmmm opo kung saan po kayo masaya she said and look down.

Bakit ayaw mo ba ng party Lia kahit dito lang sa bahay I swear kahit invite mo pa nga friends mo sa school mo hindi ako mag papakilala as your dad I promise I said showing my right hand.

Mommy will be mad if you do that she said I look at Jisoo don't be mad please I mouthed to her she look at me in disbelief.

No she's not going to be mad right Jisoo I said Lia look at her mom.

If that's what you want baby why not you can have a party here sa bahay Jisoo said she smile at me and I smile back.

See baby she's not mad so let's go have a party here huh I said.

Really Lia said and I nodded my head I can see how happy and excited she is hmm can I invite Tito Haein she asked looking at me and Jisoo.

Baby no you can't invite him Lia Jisoo warned her.

Lia look down and sadness is visible on her eyes I can see it.

I clear my throat is that what you want Lia I asked aaminin ko nasasaktan ako pero pinipigilan ko na hindi maiyak.

Lia look at me and nodded she's crying gosh I don't want to see them crying.

I smile at her kahit na nasasaktan ako kailangan kong gawin  ito hmmm you can invite him baby it's your birthday remember I softly said to her and show my smile.

Really auntie yay thank you po Lia hug me and I hug her back I look at Jisoo it's okay don't worry I'm okay with that I reassuring her.

Lia broke the hug and look at her mom, mommy auntie Chaeyoung said I can invite Tito Haein so text her mommy okay I love you and I will be happy if I saw him on my birthday Lia said and hug her mom.

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Night came I'm here at the swimming pool thinking something it's really hurt but I need to accept it.

Bakit ka pumayag Jisoo suddenly came tumingin ako sa kanya she's serious and naka cross arms pa siya how scary and cute little bunny or chicken I chuckled in my thoughts.

Hmm why not that's her happiness chu I said Jisoo is staring at me and I look away galit ba siya or what hayst.

Hindi mo dapat ginawa yun at hindi mo dapat sinabi yun sa kanya nasisiraan ka na ba Chaeyoung your a father of Lia baka nakakalimutan mo yun her voice is serious I can feel it pero why she's mad dahil doon.

Jisoo it's totally fine for me and bakit ka ba nagagalit I did a right thing diba I said my voice are crack I don't want to cry in front of her I can't.

Yes I'm mad at you sa ginagawa mo imbis na I push mo si Lia sayo lalo mo lang pina palayo ang loob niya sayo can you see that Lia is a kid kakalakihan niya yun Jisoo seriously said.

Matagal ng malayo ang loob sakin ni Lia ever since na nag ka isip siya I whisper I already crying na hindi ko na napigilan tell me Jisoo ano pa ba need kong gawin para lang matanggap niya ako kase ako I'm willing na gawin ang lahat para lang ma accept niya ako pero I think kahit anong gawin ko she will never accept me as her dad Jisoo.

I felt her arm's wrapped around me she's hugging me tight I'm sorry about it Chaeyoung please don't give up on her I know Lia love you so much she say.

I chuckled in pain love ? Jisoo I don't think so that she love me ayoko na umasa pagod na ako hanggang kailan ako aasa Jisoo hindi ko na alam kung ano ba dapat kong gawin para matanggap niyo ako ni Lia at para na din mahalin niyo ako believe me I did everything para makuha yun sa inyo and I'm getting tired na din I said to her my tears keep rolling down on my cheeks.

I'm sorry Chaeyoung please don't give up on us she mumble but I can hear it because she's hugging me.

Her hug make me feel better this is what I wanted everything on her I really want even her love but I know na hindi ko makukuha yun.

I remove her hug from me and I look at her in the past 5 years tell me Jisoo did you love me I ask I know naman ang answer pero gusto ko pa din malaman gusto ko marinig sa kanya yun she didn't say anything she look down.

I chuckle again don't worry I know the answer Jisoo you love him until now right I ask in whisper.

I don't know Chaeyoung please don't give up on us Jisoo say.

That's fine Jisoo huwag na natin ipilit and hindi ko na din ipipilit sarili ko sa inyo ang gusto ko lang maging masaya kayo if you love him Jisoo your free to love him forever if Lia want him to be her dad it's fine also kaya don't worry okay I said I wipes my tears na kanina pa hindi tumitigil sa pag tulo.

I cupped Jisoo cheeks I love you Jisoo I really do parehas ko kayong mahal ni Lia pero I guess this love called one sided love I'm sorry Jisoo if I ruin your life because of me hindi niyo natupad na mag ka family kayo if hindi ko ginawa yun maybe si Lia masaya siya kasama ka at and daddy Haein niya I'm really sorry please forgive me on that kahit ayun lang okay na ako I wipes Jisoo tears and kiss her forehead for the last time.

I stand up you can have him Jisoo don't hold back your love for him it's totally fine be with him kasama si Lia and forget about my existing tuparin niyo ang family na dapat bubuuin niyo  I said and nag lakad na palayo sa kanya. 

I hope both of you find a happiness with him I love you both even if I did I will always love you.

To be continued.....