OneShot X Male Reader

Dazai x male reader

Fluff and angst?
Kinda out of character lmao
Anyway enjoyy <3

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When Dazai was in the port mafia you and him were in a relationship

A few nights before he left he broke up with you in a way he was sure to hurt you
So you could hate him

He though you wouldn't be sad when he'll leave if you hated him

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A few years later

You met Dazai again

Chuuya has told you that he did a 'mission' with Dazai
And you felt something inside you hurt

A wound that never healed

Of course it never healed
You loved and still love him so much
So much it hurted

With a sigh you decide to go to a bar and drink a bit to think of something else

An hour after you arrived someone sat next to you
But having your head in your arms while playing with your empty glass you didn't notice who it was

Until this person speak up
"Hi Y/n"
You hold your breath as your eyes widen

Letting the breath you were holding go a few second later you sat back up properly and look at the man beside you
"Osamu?" You whispered

"How are you?" He asked with a smile
You frown and got up you grab his arm and start to walk to the toilet of the bar
Wich was empty

Once you and Dazai walked in you close the door behind
"What the fuck Dazai?" You asked angered
"Ouch calling me by my last name now?" He asked a hand above his chest to where his heart would be

"Shut up,the hell is wrong with you?! You think you can just break up with me disapear join the enemie and then come up to me and act like nothing happend?!" You asked
You felt like you're heart is going to explode by how fast it's beating

"I know I'm sorry about that"
His answer wasn't the you wanted obviously and the only reaction you had was slapping his face has hard as possible

His head moving to the side "Fuck you" you whispered
He turn his head back and looked at you

"I'm sorry Y/n,really,I was young and stupid and though it was the best things to do" he said
He seem like he was telling the truth

You felt tears in the corner of your eye making you frown more

In a quick move you turn your back to him wiping the tears away
"What do you want Dazai?" You asked as your voice broke

"You"
"I want you back Y/n"
He said getting closer to you placing a hand on your shoulder turning you back around so he could see your face

"It's not possible Dazai,you hurted me,left me and now we're enemies!"

Dazai sighed giving you a hurted looked
"Could you please call me by my first name" he asked you while he let his hand go to your cheek stroking it gently

You harshly pulled his hand away
"Plus,I know you still like me"

"So what if I do?! It still doesn't change what you did Osamu." You said
Dazai could hear in your voice and see in your eyes how hurt you were
How badly he hurted you

"I'm really sorry Y/n I really am,just let me catch this up,I swear I'll prove you how truly sorry I am and how much I love you,just one chance..."
   "Please"

You look down at your feet thinking for a bit

Then you sigh

"I'll give you a chance,it's the first and the last one I'm giving you Osamu" you said looking back uo at him
He nod and in a fast move
He had wrapped his arms around you pulling you in a hug "That doesn't mean I forgave you"

"I know" he whispered hugging you tighter

You hugged back holding your tears

Later you and Dazai went to a close park sitting down on a bench

"Osamu how can I trust you? How can I believe what you said or what you're going to say or do?" You asked looking at the stars

"Y/n,I swear I love you so much,
So much I could live for you this life millions times if it mean I can be with you,with the person i love the most in this world"
He said grabbing your hand holding it in his while stroking your knuckles
"I can promise you that you can trust me" he finished as his other hand place itself on your cheeks moving your face so you could look at him

"I love you too Osamu" you said with a small smile
"Can I kiss you?" He asked

"You never asked for permission before" you whispered leaning your face closer to his
"A few years passed since I last kissed you,I can't guess if you want me to or not" he answered in a whisper too

"You can kiss me you jerk" you said while he close the gab between your lips kissing you passionatly

You missed the feeling of his lips against yours
They were surprisly soft

He used to have dry lips until you start telling him he should wear lip balm of course he decline saying it was stupide

After you both pulled away you lick your lower lips feeling the taste of cherry

You smirk thinking at when you gave him a cherry lip balm for the first time because he didn't want to wear any

"I though you said lip balm was stupid" you laugh softly
"I changed my mind" he said while pulling you into another kiss

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Bruh ok idk if this is shitty or not
Like it's fluff and angst at the same time
And I feel like it's too short and too fast a the same time 💀👹

Anyway I hope you enjoyed it
Bybyeee💗

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